Chapter 1

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Jungkook's been my best friend since we were kids

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Jungkook's been my best friend since we were kids. Going to school together, coming home together, playing all day long. As we grew up, we got mature, high school, then college, everything was fine until one day we had our prom. He always knew I've loved Jimin from since we stepped into the high school and our feelings were mutual. Jimin asked me out for prom and i said yes, he also asked for a date after the party and that was all i wanted.

But just as the dance was about to start, jungkook announced his love for me, i was left speechless as i've always thought of him as my friend and hoped he did too. Before i could even say a word, he rushed down and kissed me, a deep passionate kiss. My eyes never closed and i saw Jimin from a distant as tears welled up in his eyes. I tried to push Jungkook away but his grip was stronger than i imagined, somehow making him more furious and me more uncomfortable.

That date never happened because i didn't see Jimin since that day. He didn't come to school, I never knew his house and he didn't go to any college with his friends and never contacted anyone from school. It felt like he really did love me more than i did. I cried and looked for him for many months but finally gave up after being hopeless. After that party i really backed off from Jungkook, he cried alot, many times, it was weird of him when one day I opened my eyes at the middle of the night and found Jungkook admiring my face from up too close, caressing my lips, smiling to himself, i jumped off the bed jerking him away. it left me startled and i was so scared of him thinking that he always stalks me and comes at night often to make him feel better....mostly when im asleep. Because he owns the apartment and cctv cameras, i could never change my passcode.

In order to him entertained, he often asks me to get him a girlfriend and i've done it a couple of times but its clueless how each one of dies in some natural death sometimes in 2 months or sometimes in 2 weeks. He haunts me out but i also feel sorry for him to leave him alone at this time as he has none by his side, his parents died in an accident and he was the only child. His relatives doesn't accept him as they call him cursed, saying that anyone close to him always dies. I'm the only one whom he loves and he really needs me by his side.

Even after all this, i can't let Younha at any risk, she's my sister, what if something happens to her? I would never be able to forgive myself. But if i wont do as he says, he might stick up onto me and make me do it.
I took out my phone and played some soft music in order to calm myself down. My eyes teared up thinking about Jimin, how he would always hugged me tight whenever i wasn't feeling myself, he would protect me from every type of worries to bother me. He even once arranged a whole surprise for me when i was upset because of my parent's separation. I felt like i really needed him right now, to actually hug him and cry under his arms, feeling him around me.

I might've passed out in thoughts of Jimin as i woke up in the morning. As soon as i opened my eyes, a cold hand reached for my cheeks caressing it. I wish it was Jimin. The sight infront of my eyes terrified me, i jumped out of his embrace,  'what the fuck jungkook? what are you doing here??! wait....you've been here since?'
'Since you've been calling out Jimin in your dreams.' my mouth widened trying to be comfortable and less scared. His red eyes glared into mine furiously, it seemed as if he's been crying the whole night. He started walking towards me, making me move backwards automatically. No. 'J-Jungkook....w-what are you trying to do? please...please stay away from me..i-im sorry its nothing lik-'

'DONT LIE TO ME Y/N!!WHAT IS IT THEN?!'
he yelled at the top of his lungs, i was so terrified that i hit my hand to the glass on the table behind me. It cracked with a loud voice, making me stumble on the floor, and pushing my hand in the broken glass. I let out a loud groan, my face covered in tears.

'Y/n!! I-im so sorry baby...im so sorry y/n.'
he reached out for me, crying himself, he hugged me tight, i was too weak to fight back so i let him be. My phone rang and he ran to pick it up, handing it to me. It was from the company i was supposed to go for an interview today. I left a message assuring for my appearance. Jungkook was by my side up til now, he offered me a hand and picked me up from the floor, apologizing constantly. 'You should head over for your interview now. I'll drop you and wait for you there, we'll come back together and i'll make something for you to eat. You're injured...i-i cant let you be by yourself,'
he spoke while sobbing.

We parked at the entrance of the huge company. Many bodyguards for the security of the big group. As soon as i stepped in the company, an assistant came running to me, 'Are you y/n? i'll show you the way to your interview.' i nodded and glanced over jungkook. He assured me to stay in the car and promised not to bulge into my interview. I nodded at him and left with the assistant. After he watch me lead, he left for the car giving me a warm smile. Why do i even let him take me for granted?

'The CEO of our company is waiting for you, please enter his office to the left. I'll guide you from here if there's something you don't get.'
I nodded to her and kept walking for the place she told me. I knocked at the door and walked inside. 'Hello, I'm Min Y/n, i was appointed for the interview today, i would be willing to work for your-'
my voice faded as i read his name on the plate resting on his desk.

                     𝗖𝗘𝗢
                 𝗣𝗮𝗿𝗸 𝗝𝗶𝗺𝗶𝗻

'Its been a really long time.'
he turned his head to look at me, my heart felt so heavy when our eyes met...after 2 fucking years. He walked towards to me, still staring deeply in my teary eyes. His eyes all welled up with tears, he stopped at only inches between us. He cupped my face in his hands, lips trembling, trying to keep his cry inside,
'i missed you, i missed you...so fucking much,' he spoke with his shaky voice.
He pulled me in for a hug, making my heart stop now. I closed my eyes and a tear rolled down my cheeks, pulling him closer to me.

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