A Pyscopath

Chapter 2

How? it was only two days ago when he asked me to set him up with her, and now he's already dating her? Just how? I was so scared of what this could turn out. What if something happens to her. This was always unknown of how his girlfriends were found dead by him everytime. Every passing second made me think of more drastic outcomes. I just wish it doesn't come out something like that for Younha. For once, maybe he'll be happy too.

I just cant help thinking about the moment my eyes met Jimin's. His warmth made me forget all about this world and stay by his side for the rest of my life. Finally, after two years, we did what we always wanted to, his hands caressing my cheeks, his lips tracing mine, feeling every breath heating between us. All those 20 minutes in his embrace, made my eyes swell of the continuous tears pouring down my cheeks, of whether the reason that I'm so happy to have him again or i'm sad that i don't know if he can stay mine forever.

He asked me to join him for a movie at his house. I was too feared of Jungkook's reaction and what he's able to do but i still couldn't risk to lose him like that again. Its my life and I will decide what i want from it. I quickly changed into my light violet dress and a coat with simple styled straight long hair, just the way he likes; simple.

As soon as I knocked the door, his angelic voice replied to be there soon. I couldn't help smiling and blushing to myself all this time. The door slid open, revealing his beautiful face with a charming and warm smile plastered on his face. His bright, shiny eyes just as happy to see me as i was to be there. Bowed down with one hand at his back and the other offering me, he said in almost a whisper,
'May I?' I chuckled and gave my hand willingly into his.

I was so distracted to watch the movie, when the view next to me was much breathtaking and overwhelming itself. I laid down my head to rest on his shoulders, when his one hand held mine tight, and the other gripping my shoulders. Just like the love birds we wanted to be, feeling him beside me was my happiest place. The room was dark with only the light reflecting from the television, blankets resting on our laps. 'All this time, you never left my mind, every passing second made me want to run all over to you and be there for the rest of my life. I came to see you everyday walk to school, come back home, do your hw in your house.' he paused and let out a soft sigh, 'everytime you went out with Jungkook, hugging him and feeling happy. I also knew the college you go to, but i never went there, i wanted to accept the fact that he makes you more happier than me and i should forget everything and move on.'

I straightened my back and turned his face to look at me, his face just inches away. 'I was never happy after you left that day. I missed you every second of the day, wishing that you would just come some day and take me away with you, cause you were the only one i needed...and will always need.' He smiled rather broke, tears already welled up in his eyes. Cupping my face in his hands, he leaned in to peck my nose with his soft, plump lips and then smashing them onto mine. The fierce kiss gave me shivers, his tongue traveling roughly into my mouth. With one hand gripping my thighs tightly and the other tracing my back, he hovered on top of me, slowly pushing me towards the couch. 'I love you y/n, i love so so much.' he mumbled between the kiss.
           The next 3 hours were just us being a complete moaning mess.

Sleeping on my bed had never been this hard. Ever since i stepped out of his house with that goodbye kiss, i've not stopped thinking about the 5 hours i spent with him. Probably the best time of my life. Feeling him inside me was something i was craving for. I was still smiling and wandering into my thoughts when my phone buzzed,

it took a while for him to text back,