He's gone soft

first part of hell

When we go upstairs he told me to get ready for bed. So I got in  the shower and did my night routine. I put my tight fitted onesie on and laid in bed. I scrolled through instagram. When he left out the bathroom he had on pajama pants and that it, i gave him a little glance and went right back to instagram. 

"Go to sleep," He says as he turns the light off. I didn't answer i just continued doing what i was doing. "Is this hell?" He asked.

"Not even close," I say not looking at him.

"What did you do to your father," He says. "You know, so i can get a glimpse of how crazy you are," He says lowering the 'crazy'.

"I'm not crazy," I say finally looking into his eyes. "I got him set up," I say looking back at my phone.

"But that's your dad," He says in shock.

"That's why I did it," I say bluntly.

"what did he do that was so bad,"

"He let men touch me," I say looking at him. 

"why?" He asked confuse, his voice sounded like it needed and elaboration, that's what he's going to get.

"He said it was to see how I was going to defend myself I took  them down after a while of training but then he brought in a demon, his bestfriend, his bestriend was crazy he was the only one that would shoot kids if their parents didn't pay up or even if they paid late, before he molested me people would tell me that my dads bestfriend raped younger girls," I say playing with my hands. "I didn't think it was true cause he seemed like an alright dude but I should have known, my dad never let me stay around him by myself one day my dad said this was my final test that day nothing happened but that night," I pause. "That night was hell," I say. "I took that test every night until my mom came to get me," I say lowly

"who was the man ?" he asked. I didn't answer. "He let men touch you?" he asked. I nodded. "he said it would strengthen you" I nodded again. "That sick bitch no wonder you hate him," I nodded again and turned around to lay down. I felt the bed shift so i knew he had laid down. The bed was big so there was a huge gap in between us, I didn't mind cause i was still mad at him. After a while I thought he was sleep so i started to relax. "I apologize," he spoke with a raspy voice. I didn't reply but i forgave him.

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I know this is short but I didn't think anything else would look right after that conversation.

THANKS FOR THE VOTES ITS REALLY MOTIVATING 

If anyone is going through anything like the scenario i have above my messages are always open.

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