Dear Brain...
As productive as you are you hold me back.
As invisible as you are control my life in so many ways.
Sometimes I wish I could remove you even if it's for a minute.
I know ill be dead but I'll definitely have peace.
It's frustrating the way you analyze every phrase, how you playback every conversation, how you amplify every cruel statement I've ever received.
Whilst men sleep you drive me crazy...
Eventually when sleep finds me I'm at rest but once I open my eyes (bang) the cycle continues yet again.
Constantly you hunt me with questions “Am I good enough”, “Will I ever find happiness”,
“Will I ever be happy”, “Why do I mess everything up in the end”.
I know the answer to this questions but apparently when you ask em I just freeze.
My Brain why are you wired differently.
Why aren't you like your siblings.
Or Are you all like this .
Why do you put me through so much pain .
The blue days, mood swings, the silence phase.. They all drive me to shit...
I'm trying to understand you.
Please set me free
YOU ARE READING
Me Vs Me
PoetryWe all have those moments in life where everything is going to shit. Well this came from that moments I do hope you like it. Thanks Bambam
