This is what prison feels like.

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Slowly my eyes open and I already know today's going to be a bad day
Everything's so out of place
It's all moving too fast
I'm barely thirty seconds in and I want to hit the nonexistent reset button

The endless stream of questions assults my brain.
It seems like I'm an onlooker in my own body
I'm not in control of what happens within
This is what prison really feels like.

Everything i do is never good enough
Sunrise to sunset your complaining bells ring non-stop
Your orchestra sing your spicy words into my ears.
Most times I want to leave but then I remember I have nowhere else to go to

With you im walking on glass slowly bleeding out
I constantly live under your perfect microscope
Welcome to bottom of my hell
This is what prison really feels like

Stay indoors, Stay indoors
Maintain social distancing is all I hear
The News Companies, Government Heads and Scientists all scream the same thing
There's a pandemic going on

TBH I don't want to die
But two weeks apart from friends, family and everything I love to do outdoors is DEATH
ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS IS DEATH
This is what prison really feels like

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