"cold as stone?"

"Jerry."

Madisons pov.

I looked across the room at Jerry.

Who sadly, is my psychiatrist. The best in the state.

My Mom was worried about me and thought I might need some therapy...

Maybe I do. My friends think I'm insane.

Dixie, walked in on me talking to someone who wasnt there when she came to visit me.. The saddest thing is I was arguing to the invisible man.

I miss him so much.... And I don't understand why.. I wonder what he's doing now?

Jerry interrupted my thoughts

'do you want to talk about it now?' he asked.

I stared at him blankly.

Jerry was fairly hot so i didn't mind coming to the meetings a d staring at him..

He had sandy blonde hair that swept across his eyebrows. He had light highlights and I wondered a lot wether they were natural or if he got them done in that case i wondered if he was gay. He had bright blue eyes, a crooked smile. Perfect white teeth, the way his jaw bone was shaped mesmerized me.

He had dimples oh my Gosh his dimple... I have an obsession with dimples... "he" has dimples too... I only saw him face for a few moments that day but I took it all in... Every feature.... I looked for him in crowds of people every time I went out, every time i turned on the t.v. In case I saw him but I never did but back to jerry. He had muscled that rippled when he moved.. Even his hands are beautiful...

He has musical hands.. Long piano fingers...

They looked strong like he played many instruments...

The kind of hands you wish would just rip take you and rip your cloths off and

'Madison... I asked you a question.'

'I already answered is... 24 times now. I don't remember anything he had me drugged. Sadly.'

'maybe being drugged was better for you though... You didn't have to see anything that may have scarred you.'

Beautiful but not very bright I guess he thought i meant 'sadly' for that reason... But no.... I wish I remembered everything.

I was released an hour later and walked home which was down the busy street of new York.

It took mom three months before she allowed me to walk home alone..

I rounded the corner and looked at the unfamiliar faces, then I glanced across the street and my stomach dropped.

My heart started pounding and I began to sweat...

He was staring at me from across the street.

He found me.