MishBir TS : IN YOUR SAFE HAVEN

PART 2

Disclaimer : This particular part is a sequel to the first part. I had initially decided to end the OS in the first part itself but my dearest  Sayli came up with this beautiful sequel and I couldn't help but post it. So yes! This particular part has been written by her.

Without further ado here you go...
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After a while....

“Abir, main tumse ek baat puchu?” ; Mishti asked softly while still cuddled in Abir’s arms.

“Nahin Mishti....Aajke din ka, I mean raat ka puchna ho gaya. Ab tumhein sirf patni dharm nibhana hain” ; Abir said playfully running his finger across her face.

“Abir seriously suno na...mujhe kuch puchna hain. Par mujhe darr lagta hain ki tumhein bura lagega” ; Mishti said intently.

“Mishti, jab tak tum mujhse baat karogi aur mujhe apne dil ki baat bataogi, mujhe bura nahi lagega” ; Abir replied with utmost honesty.

“Abir, jaha tak main tumhein janti hu...tum woh ho jisne mere bina bole yeh samaj liya tha ki main Kuhu ka insult nahi kar sakti, jo mere bina puche mere piche airport tak mujhe rokne aaya tha, jisko kabhi bhi meri sacchai janne ke liye mere explanation ki jarurat nahi padi hain, toh fir tumne Kunal ki sacchai ki baat bahar aane par mere kehne par bhi mujhpe bharosa kyu nahi kiya?”;  the memories of that day welled up Mishti’s eyes.

“Hmmm..” ; Abir did not want to answer that. He din’t think he was ready to open up on his weakness of being jealous about Nishant in front of Mishti. It would only hurt her he thought. But today was the time, when not only physically, but mentally, they had to become one, go back to where they were before marriage, infact go back to where they were before breaking up.

“Mishti, woh meri life ka bahut alag aur bahut kharab time tha. Tum mujhe janti ho... main hamesha unn cheezo pe bharosa karta hu jinhein main apni aankhon se dekhta hu. Uss din maine tumhein Nishant se baat karte hue suna tha. Shayad meri galti ki maine aadha hi suna, par main bahut pareshan tha. Jiss Nanko ke liye maine zindagi jeena chod diya tha, usi Nanko ko uske zindagi ke sach se ladte hue main nahi dekh paa raha tha. Sab kuch itna jaldi jaldi ho raha tha. Aur tumko pata hain sabse badi baat kya thi?” He took a pause before speaking ahead.

Mishti realized he needed a support to go ahead so she shifted her position and got up. Made him sleep on her lap and spoke “Ha Abir main sunn rahi hu”

As if deriving strength from her, he held her hand and continued... “Mishti, Abir Rajvansh pehli baar kisi cheez se jal raha tha. Woh insaan jo ek banjara tha, jo kisi cheez pe apna haq nahi manta tha, jo use jitni khushiyan mile utne mein khush hota tha, jo kabhi kisise kuch expect nahi kar raha tha, woh insaan aaj bahut jal raha tha. Mishti...mujhe pata tha ki maine tumhein apni zindagi se dur kiya hain, aur aisi koi wajah nahin thi jo tum mere liye ruko ya mera intezaar karo” ; he shut his eyes at those memories. But he had to continue today.

“Par....Mishti...tum iklauti thi jo meri thi. Meri zindagi mein aur kuch bhi aisa nahi tha jo mera tha, par tum thi. Aur jab mujhe yeh pata chala ki tum bhi meri nahin rahi tab ek alag si jalan hui, ek feeling jo maine pehle kabhi mehsoos nahi ki”

“Fir tumne jab mujhe Nishant ke sath dekha tab kyu khudko mujhse dur kiya?” Mishti dint even realise when these words came out from her but these were the questions that were always there in her mind.