♡ Why I Love Wesley ♡

Understand Please..thats why

-wipes tears- Just imagine it babe..

I Have been cutting and it turned to an addiction..

-sobs- don't ask me why I'm doing that please I just..

No I'm NOT Suicidal It's Just calm me down I guess..

please understand..

it's hard to me to stop im doing this for you but idek if I can ever stop it..

Wes don't ask why..

Just..hug me tell me it's okay..

I swear it'll make me feel better..

cos I don't even want to talk to anyone except of you at the moment....

just me and you..

do u just..understand how hard it is to look at your ruined skin..

While crying your eyes out..feeling worthless..unloved and unhappy..un wanted too.

I don't cut that deep but..I don't cut A lot either..like I guess 5 cuts all at once...

this suck and I need to stop but it's just so hard..

so hard..

ouch my hands -cries hard-