Love Is You

Chapter 1

  Scarlett woke up to a rainy Paris morning. She usually liked rainy weathers but today it just made her uncomfortable in a weird way. But she brushed it off of her mind and went to the bathroom to take a relaxing shower before heading to the ministry. Scarlett was suppossed to stay in Paris 1 more day too but the ministry has rescheduled the meetings today. She was very happy about it because now she could be with her husband Sirius on his birthday. This will be a great surprise for Sirius, she thought.
  After the meetings she went shopping, some French cheese and wine would be good for the celebration. She already got his gift, just needed a birthday cake to complete her surprise. She went back to the hotel to pack her stuff and apparated to London. Before heading home, she stopped by Sirius's favourite pastry shop and picked a birthday cake for him. Now she was all set and walked home excitedly. When she arrived at their door, she had that weird feeling again. She shook her head and opened the door. She walked in quietly, couldn't mess the surprise up right now. She took the cake and started to look for Sirius. He wasn't in the living room so she went upstairs. She saw their bedroom door ajar "i found you!" She mumbled herself grinning and walked up to the room. When she got closer to the room, she started to hear voices. She pushed the door open slowly and immediately wished she hadn't done that. Her husband of 26 years was on top of a woman, moaning with lust. Scarlett felt a sudden pain in her heart like somebody stabbed her. The pair didn't even notice her while she was shattering into pieces there. The tears were running down on her cheeks uncontrollably. Scarlett put the cake on the nearby dresser and run downstairs then outside. This was the moment when Sirius heard the sounds of her heels made and then noticed the cake. He cursed and moved away from the woman underneath him.
"What's happening? I am not done yet!" The woman pouted and tried to pull him back to her.
"Leave!" he said while putting on his clothes. "Just leave! I fucked up everything!" He run out of the room while she was cursing behind him. Sirius was outside but Scarlett was nowhere to be seen. He needed to find her before it was too late but deep inside he knew Scarlett was done with him. This thought made his heart wrench. He took a deep breath and apparated to the place where he was hoping to find her.

     Scarlett has apparated to her favourite hill in London. Watching London up from here has always made her happy and relaxed but tonight she was sitting there like a mess. When she thought about the scene that she saw in the bedroom, a knife was stabbing her heart over and over again. She didn't know what to do but cry. When she was sad, she always went to Sirius because he always had something to make her happy but tonight he was the reason that she was sad. Even sad wasn't enough to describe what she feels right now. She heard footsteps approaching to her then his voice, ofcourse he knew she would be here. "Scarlett...?" He sat next to her. "Scarlett, love i am so sorry. I am so sorry" he couldn't help his own tears running down on his cheeks. He tried to hold her hand but she was quick to pull it away from him.
"Don't touch me after you touched her!" 

"Scar look at me please, i beg you!" 

     She looked into his moon like eyes. Sirius stared back at her dark green ones, the ones used to look at him with love and happiness. 

"How many times you cheated on me when i was away...?" She whispered scaring of the answer.
"Never! I never cheated on you!"
"Until today... What changed? What did i do wrong...?"
His heart ached with her words, she was blaming herself for his own stupid act. "You did nothing wrong Scarlett. I... i don't even know why i did that..." he cried "Please forgive me... i will never do that again, i promise!"
She shook her head
"You gave me a promise years ago. And you knew cheating is my biggest fear in a relationship... I have trusted you Sirius..." Then she added "Who, who is she?"
Sirius was crying and not answering the question.
"Tell me who is she!?"
"Arabelle..."
"Your coworker right?" She laughed angrily. "I have warned you about her, remember? I knew she had her eyes on you!"
She stood up and walked away from him. "Scar don't go, i can fix it please!"
He run after her and caught her by the arm. Scarlett turned to look at him one last time
"I want a divorce." She said it so silently but the words hit him like bullets.
"No no no Scarlett, don't leave me! I will do anything! I love you. I can't live without you!" He was trying to hold her.
Her heart ached with pain, she felt like she is dying inside. She loved him so much but she couldn't accept what he has done tonight.
"I said what i said." Then she took of her wedding ring and handed it to him with shaky hand.
"No no no! Don't do that Scar, i am begging you! You can't just forget all these years!"
"Do you think i want that, huh!? All i wanted to do was celebrate your birthday tonight but i found myself in this fuckery!" She lost her temper at this point.
"Why!? Why did you do this to me!? To us!?" She was punching his chest while crying. "Tell me!"
"I don't know Scar, i swear i don't know! It just happened..."
She looked at him with disappointment and shook her head in disbelief. Then apparated, leaving him there all alone. He fell on his knees crying, he has lost his everything.