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I have a bit of a tik tok following. Not gonna lie. I actually really love the attention cuz i barely get any to be honest. It's like my mom and younger sister connenct more. And i look bad, snobbish, self-absorbed, etc. I mean, its not even that its just that i'm always compared to others. It kinda breaks me down. So i wear a fake smile and just try to bring attention to myself. But, it never ends well. I've been in quite a few scandals. However, I still have my true supporters ad they keep me going. I do have a boyfriend, Noah. He's adorable. But, I live in New York and he lives in New Jersey. I mean, we still call and i'm still loyal to him. However, he is a playboy. And as all boys say, they have needs. I don't want to end things with him because my sister is best friends with his sister and i dont want to ruin that for her. Me and Noah breaking up would probably ruin my sister, Analis's, friendship. And even though they only see each other a few time, I've never seen her smile so much. Especially with all of her bullies she faces at school. Her smile means the world to me even though I don't show it. I still love my mom and sister. However, I just want to have their attention since almost everyone leaves me and also since my boyfriend will probably leave soon...
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My mother informed me and my sister that we are moving to New Jersey. That means that I can see Noah! Hopefully we can fix our relationship. On the downside, I have to switch schools. I have to leave my besties and go to this Passiac Valley Highschool. Thats the bad part. My family also lives in New York. Gosh. Either way, we are leaving in a week. Great. Just great.
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I try to call Noah to tell him and he doesn't answer. I try callig again because maybe something happened. He didnt answer. Instead, I got a text. "What do u want u nasty bitch. Noah is busy. He's with me. We were in the middle of something steamy. So bye hoe." wow. he cheated. i mean, wow.
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Can't wait for New Jersey...
