love is a battlefield

chapter 10

Chapter 10 thank you for reading 

Bells p-o-v

Where was I had no idea. No one came to see me I hope Rachael’s ok I’m not sure if she is still no contact maybe they had her drugged I have no idea and I’m not fixing to call out because I was so scared I thought one of them might hurt me rouges are notorious for raping and torturing women because see most of them well their mates had died and so they had no feelings for woman when they loss their mate they are not the same because their mate is their world and there are female rouges but not many see the women who loose their mate usually kill themselves or survive only for their children males give up hope but go wild in some way and they usually kill the one who killed their mate and become what they hate which is strange but that’s what happens I was so hungry I had only at a hot pocket the day before and I was missing JJ wait no I don’t need to think that I have so many mixed feelings right now I don’t know what to feel he’s my mate so I do love him and I want to be with him but he’s a man whore so I’m afraid he will hurt me and its un common for the male to cheat on their mate but it does happen and the mate suffers bad and with me being a alphas mate it will kill me really kill me that’s why I’m so scared my wolfs been pacing for a long time now she’s ready to be out but I am afraid of what’s on the other side of the door. Nest thing I hear are foot steps behind the door oh no please don’t hurt me I think to myself and then there is some guy saying he will feed me but if I try to be bold he will kill me he has a gun with silver bullets so I’m scared he takes me to a room right down the hall from the one I’m in it has a table and is still in a cell but it is set with very nice food this is weird for rouges to feed their prisoners but they know that if I don’t eat and get sick JJ would kill them all so I guess there kind of smart in keeping me healthy well we had some take out cause they don’t cook for me because there not used to cooking I had mc Donald’s it was dollar menu burgers and fries but it was delicious I had a dr pepper I love dr pepper I wonder how they know what I like hum that’s weird but any way guess they did there home work who would have know nice rouges wow any ways I ate and they then took me to a new room it looked like a bedroom with a bathroom the man said that if I was a good prisoner he would make sure I wasn’t hurt but if I wasn’t I would pay dearly they had brought me some clothes but no shoes but dresses I hate dresses but I was just happy to have cloths in general it was spring time so  it wasn’t to cold or hot. I took a bath a feel asleep. I woke up to screaming.