Entry One

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Never Had•

I lost something i never had,
I felt so, sad.
Because I never expected you were the cause,
Of what i call, "flaws".

I realized it was you,
That i guessed out of the blu.
The same reason why i stayed,
And the cause of this freaking pain.

I felt the joy when you confessed your feelings.
It was, as if i was dreaming!
Can you call it love at first sight?
But i knew it wasn't right.

He was my bestfriend,
With him, i feel like a goddess.
But everything has an End.
So then my heart felt sadness.

I was never allowed to have relationships.
I know that he knew this,
But instead he wanted more than friendship.
I rejected him as it is.

I wanted to tell him that i like him,
I wanted to turn back time,
Even if i regret it now, it all leads to nothing.
The world is too cruel to everything.

I just want him to know,
That, i want him to see what i couldn't show.
Because of my bad choice, i hurt and made him sad.
I always longed for you that i never had




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