"LAZARAT"

CHAPTER ONE...

{ Lulije p.o.v. }

"It is the time women she's already to old anyway. This must be done we have no other choice,for the sake of our family she must make this sacrifice at once"I heard my father spoke. Tears began to cover  my eyesight. Why must he always be so demanding never in my life have i ever made a choice my self .It was ok as long as they were happy , but this... they want me to marry someone I dont even know, and mammi is not even trying to say anything at all .

Agh this is sow frustrating. I thought while rubbing my temple's.

"Pleas Adem dont do this to her you know how bad she will take it .Lulija is sow fragile she will never be able  survive with them she is not ready to be a 'mob'  wife let alone a the boss mob wife". My mother meek voice was heard through the door. Ah my mother always so gentle so careful and loved she will always be at my side  no matter what. But my father was totally the opposite. I always wondered how they ended up  together probably arrange marriage like mine will .

I felt my head pounding,

my legs begin to felt so heavyp that I ended up  leaning behind the door.I felt hot tears running down my face.An mobster boss thats who I marry .The thoughts were mixing till I begun to weep .Imagine now my life it is ruined. My heart was  hurting from my parents betrayal. But more it hurt how I never really never have any choice,this whole clutter was for the family everything was about the 'family' .

"Enough women no child of mine is weak she is going to marry that  Sinistro kid and even laughing understand. My father implicate.

"Yes"my mother said surrounding .
 
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My father made the 'marriage' announcement  while we were eating diner .He made it look like it was no big deal so he would see my reaction if i was worth of having this news .I did not flinch. He was pleased. Tct he thout I was gonna freak up like  Besa would when he decide to marry her . No he would never have to enjoy it more that he already is.

"...And we also have a guest tonight that is expected to arrive from the moment to another... " my father stearn his voice ."Behave" . My little  brother pout while Ilir my big brother scold . Not any later the maid
announce the arrival of the guest's my future in law's. We began to stand up while they entered . Heh I bet they snob's just like father .Jeah thets right i called my father a snob maybe a prude. Yeah thats it .

The first to enter was a middle age man tall with a scar that crept on his left cheek , his eye's were cold and piercing it looked like he could see trough any soul .He was dressed in a suit very a fancy suit I must say .

After him it appear a lady in the late thirties  she looked very warm and welcoming. She seemed looking around for smth or smo until her eye's were locked with mine. What gorgeous pair of eye's she had , they were mesmerizing blue with a little bit mix of gray in it. I still hadent finish my though when "he" entered .

My breath was stuck on my throat. I know cliche but damn this man was just makin my eyes burn .
From that moment on my heart no longer was beating for me .She was beating like crazy for him that much as I though that she was going to fall on the ground. My cheeks were flushing a burning ember color... argh my thoughts were crazy to how can i behave like this for someone I dont even know.

He was the definition of a greek god, broad and so tall seriously how can someone be sow tall he was probably 1.87 or smth damn wasn't he  a giant , I may look like a dwarf in front of him and even that he was wearing that gooddamn suit he's  muscles were plugging ,Noo fighting to get free. I mean  seriously how prefect  the man can  be,  Perhaps  he may heve feelt my gaze on him because of him flashing me a mischievous smirk. Yes a damn smirk. And bingo ladys and gentleman he is an arrogant prick ,just how good could this day  be.Hes eyes deep blue  with  a little  bit of gray mix defiantly a gift of his mother , those eyes thay  were  filled with curiosity and arrogance and smth else that I could not detect. Pheh ...I would never fall for his tricks not me not this girl .Never...