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We talked everyday using that wall. We share our frustrations at school and I learned that he is a boy and we are both 17. There are a lot of 17 year olds in my school, finding him will be like searching a needle through a hay stack.

But I'm happy that I've found a new friend. He was very kind and encouraging. I don't think he'll like me if we see each other. I am just average, never beautiful.

Days passed... it feels like we're best friends. We never saw each other which made me believe that he might be a ghost but I don't care, I have a friend at last.

"What's your name?" he asked.

My heart beats fast, will he search for me if he knows my name?

"I want to see you." he wrote.

I gulped, will he like me? Or he'll stop being my friend?

Fear engulfed my mind. I'm scared of being rejected. He wouldn't like me. I know it.

I didn't respond.

"Hey, are you okay? You've been MIA for three days now. Have I done something wrong?"

I ignored it.

"Please write back, I miss you."

Oh god, he wrote it. But what if everything change when he sees me? Will he accept me for who I am?

"Please, please, write back. I feel like someone important left me. Please. I don't even know your name."

I don't know what to say, I sat in a fetal position again and thought that this is for the best.

"Please meet me here on the night of the School Festival. I want to see you. Please come, I'll wait for you. Everything happens for a reason. My name is Kim Taehyung by the way."

My eyes widen, I don't know what to do. Is it worth the shot? What if he thinks I'm weird and reject me?

Then I saw one of his previous messages to me. YOU ALWAYS HAVE A CHOICE. Should I choose to be happy?

I will never know if I don't try.

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