Brothers Bestfriend *part 2*

Dumb

I've been in my room for a week now and never left. My parents try coming in to feed me but I locked the door and don't talk to anyone. I communicate with Mattia with my LED lights meaning 2 blue clicks i'm okay and 2 red clicks somethings wrong or 1 green click I want something or they can come in. But no one can.

I felt so embarrassed after the argument with me and Alejandro because I didn't mean to tell him die. He just kept going and pushing my buttons so I just exploded for him to shut up but I took it to far.

I been ignoring everyone's messages even Alejandro who was texting me he understood why I said that and knew I didn't mean it but I didn't care. I still loved Alejandro and finding out he moved on to some girl named Katie also hurt.

There's a knock at the door and I click my 2 blue lights. They knock again so I click my lights again. They knock once again so I get up and open it to Alejandro who's eyes were puffy red. I let him in.
*change of dialogue*

Me: yes?

Alejandro: I know I made you mad and I know you didn't mean to say that but why did you say it?

I stay silent for a while and sigh. He gets up and is about to leave until I finally speak.

Me: I got jealous..

He turns around and sits back down on the bed.

Alejandro: Jealous? of what.

Me: Your new girlfriend.. Katie.. I just feel like my pregnancy meant nothing to you

Alejandro: It meant everything to me okay! But I don't know i'm so stupid sometimes and I don't always think and it's all my fault, but keeping yourself trapped in this room with no food or anything is bad for you okay? I forgive you.

Me: It's not about forgiveness Alex! It's just I need time alone to breathe and think and start over with life. I get it your sorry and I'm sorry but i'm still staying in here and if you don't like that then you can leave. Like now.

Alejandro: You can't always just trap yourself from your problems. You have to get out okay? You always do this! This is why your dad left y'all but luckily he's back right?

He pauses not realizing what he said. I trusted him more then ever with that information. My dad left me and Mattia when we were 10 but just came back when we were 15 and it still hurts me even though he came back because I'm but sure why he left.

Me: get the fuck out Alex. I trusted you more then anything and your so fucking dumb to blow it.

Alejandro: I swear I didn't mean to please Maria-

Mattia: She said get the fuck out Alejandro

Mattia must've heard everything because he's standing in the doorway real angry. Alejandro walks out and I sit on my bed and cry. Mattia comes and hugs me. "It's okay. Do you want to come eat some dinner? Mom made your favorite. Lasagna."

I nod and walk downstairs and eat. My parents enjoy my presence but I don't speak a bit. I only nod and hum as communication and Mattia translates it. I walk up to my room and Charli comes with me.

"Hey girl wanna hang out at the mall? Take your mind off of everything? Everything on me!" asks Charli following behind my drained out self. I shrug and she hands me a pair of jeans and a pink shirt.

I change and we head down to my car. The smell of perfume is in the car again and it makes me wonder. " um... Charli is that your perfume. I smelled it about a week ago and the smell is still here.." i ask smelling my car again.

"I don't have this perfume..." says Charli with a worry in her voice. I hope Mattia isn't cheating so we look at eachother and we think we should do some investigating.

I head over to the surveillance cameras and pull up some tapes of last week and before I was back in town. I see my dad entering my car around 2 AM and then coming back at 5:00 AM right before mom always wakes up to cook breakfast.

I'm so shocked. NO. My dad couldn't have cheated. Charli squeezes my shoulder telling me it's okay. I can't believe we gave that bitch a second chance. I need evidence before I can tell mom so we just leave to the mall and deal with it later.

*back from the mall*
Yeah. Dads cheating. Katie and Alejandro were hanging out. I saw Kairi with some girl holding hands. Yeah world falling apart so I simply want to die!

I have the picture proof of dad so Charli and I show Mattia and he is shocked, sad and mad. He nods for assurance we can tell mom. I can't wait till this bitch is out the house. My life is the worst!
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authors note 💞
sorry for the wait quarantine got me so bored and sleepy. Anyways how is quarantine going for you guys ❤️