Marrying The Boy With A Quiff

Chapter 27;

After that dream I had last night, I didnt get any sleep. It felt so real, ya' know? I want to believe that Zayn loves me and at sometimes I do, but its hard, with my past and everything. When Zayn tells me it makes my heart race and butterflies are exploding in my stomach, but it was like that with Cody to and you see what happened with him? I do love, Zayn dont get me wrong, but theirs girls begging at his feet, and their not ulgy girls either, so why would Zayn choose me and love me over all these beautiful girls? I dont know, people tell me Im beautiful all the time, but I dont believe them.

Zayn's P.O.V;

I dont know what was up with Bella last night. I love her more than anything to be honest. I would anything for her and I dont want to lose her. I dont know why she questions my love for her. I love her with all my heart. I've never felt this way about a girl before. She makes me smile and feel tingly inside in a good way of course. I cant lose her and I wont lose her. I know she loves me and I know she loves me too, shes just scared of getting hurt, and I know I havent done a good job cause she thought I cheated on her, but I didnt I going to do everything in my power to not make sure she gets hurt anymore or by anyone. I will do anything to keep her in my life forever. ANYTHING.

Bella's P.O.V;

"Babe, get ready, we're going to the studio and the boys and I wanna sing something to you and the girls!" Zayn opens our bedroom door and smiles at me. I smile back softly and nod. He winks and shuts the door. I sigh and run my fingers through my hair and look in the mirror. What does he see in me? I dont understand. My hair looks like a rats nest and I wish it wasnt so curly sometimes. My forehead is fucking huge. My nose is too small and looks like a button. My eyes change colors and people tell me their big. My lips are huge and I hate them. My boobs and butt are to small. My thighs and stomach are fat. Everything about me is ulgy. Why does Zayn love me? Im nobody. I sigh and run my hands over my face, before walking over to my closet and searching for some clothes. I grab a pair of light ripped skinny jeans and black over the shoulder sweater and white tank-top. I slip everything on and grab my green neon socks and my black UGGS. I slip those on and walk over to my dresser/mirror. I pick up my brush and try to mangle my curls. I braid my bangs to the side and clip them back. I put on my normal makeup and grab my phone and head downstairs.

"What do you have to show us?" Mikayla asks the boys. I nod and Layna smiles. Yeah, Layna's back!

"Our new song." Zayn says kissing my cheek and smiling at me.

"OMG. REALLY. ARE YOU LIKE FREAKING KIDDING ME!? LIKE OMG WE GET TO HEAR ONE DIRECTIONS NEW SONG." Mikayla yells fangirling.

"OMG. DO YOU TOTALLY THINK THAT LEWIS AND NAIL WILL HAVE MORE SOLOS! LIKE OMG. IM FREAKING OUT.!" I yell fanning my face and leaning on Mikayla.

"Did you just call me Lewis and call Niall, Nail?" Louis laughs and I giggle and nod.

"Thats what your crazy ass fans call you guys sometimes." I laugh and the boys burst out laughing. "What its true!" I yell!

"We're not laughing at that! We're laughing at how right you got our fans!" Zayn chuckles and smile.

"You guys are stupid." Harry shakes his head and chuckles.

"You love us though!" I sing-song. Harry smiles and I giggle.

"I dont know why though." Liam joins in and I wink.

"Cause Im fucking sexy as hell." I run my hands down my body and everybody burst out laughing.

"Yeah, thats why." Niall says laughing.

"Or its cause Im a amazing ass singer and I dance pretty good." I wink and start to the "cat daddy."

"Alright lets go before Bella blinds us with her amazing dancing." Layna laughs and pushes us towards the door. I giggle and skip to the car.

"Alright, you guys better this closly to this song. Bella listen very closy. VERY." Zayns smiles and I nod. I smile back and they head to the recording boorth and put their headphones on. "Alright, press that button on the right, love." I nod and press the big black button. Zayn winks and I smile sotfly. The music starts playing and Zayn smiles at me before they start singing.

"Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me 

but bear this mind it was meant to be 

and i'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks 

and it all makes sense to me

i know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile, 

you've never loved your stomach or your thighs 

the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine 

But i'll love them endlessly

I won't let this little things slip out of my mouth 

But if i do, it's you, oh it's you, they add up to 

i'm in love with you and all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea 

maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep 

and all those conversations are the secrets that i keep 

though it makes no sense to me

i know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape 

you never want to know how much you weigh 

you still have to squeeze into your jeans 

but you're perfect to me

i won't let this little things slips out of my mouth 

But if it's true, it's you, it's you, they add up to 

I'm in love with you and all these little things

you never love yourself half as much as i love you 

you'll never treat yourself right darling but i want you to 

if i let you know, i'm here for you 

maybe you'll love yourself like i love you oh

i've just let these little things slips out of my mouth 

because it's you, oh it's you, it's you they add up to 

and i'm in love with you (all these little things) 

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth 

but if it's true, it's you, it's you they add up to 

I'm in love with you, and all your little things," They stop singing and take their headphones out. I sniffle and wipe my eyes along with the rest of the girls. Oh, did I tell you that Danielle and Nialls girlfriend came too. Yeah, they met us here. Zayn comes out of the recording booth first and I attack him a hug.

"Did you like it babe?" Zayn asks. I sniffle and pull away to look at him. "Are you crying, babe?" I nod and peck his lips sotfly.

"Only cause I loved it and I love you so much." I chuckle through my tears and Zayn smiles.

"Good, cause I love you more." He smiles and I hug him again.

I know Im taking a risk with my heart loving Zayn, but I know he loves me and I know I love him too. I cant be scared anymore. He loves me and I love him, what could go wrong? Who knew that being forced to marry someone, I would fall in love with them?