Sex Magick

Reality Check

Jeremia-

2 years ago

Tears flowing down my face as her grip tightens around my throat. So many things are running through my head, "How did I get to this place?"

So much hurt and pain, all I feel is shame and disbelief that I could let myself be so weak. She's yelling and screaming, I see her lips moving, but I hear nothing as my life is slipping away.

No one to call and nowhere to go. "Why God....why have I sunk so low"

"I know you can hear me, " slap, "don't you hear me talking to you bitch!" Lashai screamed slanging my body to the floor. "You ain't shit bitch!"

I couldn't do anything but look up at the woman that claimed to love me, hurt me so much. She has so much power over me........

"All this time you been cheating on me!!!! Fucking around with some lame!" spitting on me as she kicks me in my pussy. "This MY PUSSY BITCH!!! I be damn if you gone let another bitch fuck you. Think you big shit because you work BITCH PLEASE!!!"

As she paces back and forth I don't know what to do, but if I don't do something I will die.

....................It didn't always use to be like this...... She was the sweetest woman I ever met. When things were good they were great, but when things were bad it was hell. But she always made up for her mistakes. That's what she called them "mistakes". She was a good woman and everyone makes mistakes right? Right?

Back when we first got together everything was PERFECT!! Roses, candy, watches, love notes and small gestures to show she cared and was thinking of me. But now it's black eyes and busted lips.. shit sometimes stravation! What the fuck went wrong..........

6months earlier..

Lashai-

"Girl I can't wait until them new gucci heels come out! I am ready to go out and take somebody man shidddd even if it's only for the night." Cherish said looking for her keys.

Cherish was Lashai's best friend and a messy trifling one at that.

"I know right I'm gonna rock those every weekend!" Lashai said while doing her happy dance, "You just don't know girl I gotta bad outfit and some new jewerly already."

"So you know Jay's friend was asking about you at Mika's party" Cherish said with a smile, "He want your number bad as hell. So you gonna give it to him?"

"You know damn well that I don't give my number out to just anybody homeboy that want it." waving her hand " Besides if he want it so bad he will ask...... I'll still say no tho. I want a man not a lil ass boy!!!"

Today was one of the hottest days in the Ville, too fucking hot for some clothes and damn sho too hot to be driving around in it. Sweating so bad my damn twist out starting to look like a fro. It's too soon for another hair wash day.

"Ugh! What the hell is up with this weather?" stomping my feet "This shit ain't cool yo seriously.... damn where is my betty boop tank top and shorts?"

Looking around my room "Yes, finally found it!" I always felt like my room ate my stuff.

Every morning it's the same thing, I wonder where my theiving ass sister want today.

"Hey, can I get them green stilettos off you today? Please......" Ugh I swear she bugs me everyday about borrowing my shit.

"You need a job with your needy ass! Go head and take them shit" ever since my mom put her out she has been staying with me until she goes back to college, but she about to drive me bat shit crazy! "By the way you skuff my shoes like the last pair and Imma skuff your narrow ass!!!

"Yeah yeah I got it Shai"

The summer has been a rough one and not to mention being 5 years single got me ready to hit the nightlife and enjoy myself. My ex trying to slide into my inbox and shit like boy please you should have thought about that before you kept cheating. Putting his hands on me was one thing, but cheating with not one but ten bitches was it for me. 5 years down the drain...

I know I might sound crazy that I put up with him for so long, but he was good to me when it counted. He paid for everything I could ever wanted. I didn't want for anything. Hell my lifestyle was lavish and it was hard to give up, but when I caught him in an orgy with 3 bitches and a nig I left. I mean shit that's not something you just sweep under the rug.

After years of abuse, nightmares, and constantly looking over my shoulder... I was ready to take my power back and signed up for self defense classes and Brazillian Jiu Jitsu. Happy to sa I am 5 months from becoming a brown belt. I refuse to be anyone elses fucking punching bag.

I bought a 3 bedroom 2 bath condo on the hill last year away from the city. I just celebrated 7 years at my job at Bank of America and no I ain't no teller. I eat with the big boys and I clean the plate baby. I notice how they be staring me down wishing they could have this, but there isn't anyone there I would let touch me with a 10 foot pole. The Universe has been good to me, but I wish I could be find someone to share my life with.

Shit, I forgot to check the mail today. Looking at my watch it's only 5:30pm I got time before Cherish shows up bugging me about what I need to wear tonight.

It's been 5 years and I'm loving my time alone, but I need some dick or something.! Not paying attention going to the mailbox I almost ran into someone.

"Oh excuse me I'm sorry I wasn't paying attention" I apologized

"You good ma, damn you are stunning." ne made eye contact and adjusted nir stance "Can I ask you what your name is beautiful?"

Smiling I said, "Lashai and yours"

"Jeremia and nice to meet you Lashai. Would I be too forward to ask you for your phone number?"

Damn I love this energy nir is radiating, "Umm no you wouldn't be." smiling I took nir phone and put my number under my name. "I look forward to speaking with you again," handing nir the phone.

"I gotta go, but maybe I'll see you around" I swear ne is the sexiest caramel I have ever seen!

"Maybe, I hope so"

I don't know what it is, but I think my 5 years of celibacy is about to get busted wide open and the flood gates of orgasms is about to drown somebody.....Somebody name Jeremia



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