Drikshit

Ch 7

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RAKSHIT POV

When i entered the room it was like 3 am and she was sleeping on the sofa

She seems uncomfortable on the sofa which is obvious but
why the hell is she sleeping on the sofa????

well that's none of my concern
It is good for me  
I laid on my bed but could not sleep
The questions are still needs to be answered only that can lead to a peaceful sleep

Why did she marry me ??

Its not like I am upset with this marriage or something
Or may be I am

It could have been much better if she doesn't think of me as an 'bedil ,ghamandi ,sadu ,akdu '
Her words not mine

You know how pain full it was to hear such comments from some one you are
attracted to

YUP I CONFESSED THAT I AM ATTRACTED TO HER
SORRY MISTAKE
I WAS ATTRACTED TO HER
i don't know if am still or not .....

COZ she pushed me back

I know she is hiding so many things from me which states that

SHE DOES NOT BELIEVE  ME

She has lied to me and

I HATE LIARS

you must be thinking that i am over reacting or exaggerating but this does matter to me

For me in a relation ,two people are supposed to
RESPECT EACH OTHER
Which she can not do if she thinks that about me

two people are supposed to BELIEVE each other ,have FAITH in each other

which she does not do already , the proof is she does not find me trust worthy to even inform me that she is gonna be my bride

Which i cant do either because she has been nothing but mysterious to me
She has been hiding things from me

And of course

I WOULD BE DUMB TO FALL FOR HER EVEN WHEN I KNOW THAT SHE IS NOT GONNA LOVE ME BACK

I dont hate her but i dont love her either
But i am hurt
I am upset
BECAUSE OF HER

i know i am confusing you but hey you cant complain me
You would react the same way if you were me
You know how it feels when you have no idea
How you gonna live the rest of your life
With that i dozed off

I woke up at 6
I know i slept like 3am and i have woken up incredibly early
Its my habit to wake up early no matter when ever I sleep

And the first thing that caught my  attention was a small beautiful. figure sleeping on the sofa shivering

Wait

Did i say shivering oh shit the ac temperature is 16 and she has no blankets on

I quickly covered her with a blanket and slowly i cleared some hairs from her face getting he sensational feeling of her skin
That's so soft
Shit
What am.i doing??

I hate this feeling
Why cant i just stop caring about her

Why cant i just see her crying

Why do i fell like some one has stabbed my heart with a knife and then twisted it when ever she cries

Even last night when she started crying ,i couldn't.  Stand it and the reason being me was enough to make this guilt heavier to bear thats why i left the room

I so need to take anger control classes

Leave it ,after covering her i went to the gym
And i returned from the gym like 7:30
And she is still sleeping
As much as i don't want her to wake up ,i have to wake her up
I don't want people to taunt her which will lead to her being sad
And the pain my heart will go through is equivalent for having a bypass surgery

My heart is stupid

Now the question is how i am gonna wake her up
The most obvious thing is to alarm near her ears
And i am gonna do that

And she wakes up or may be not cause she just turned around and went back to sleep
Now
I
Have
To
Touch
Her

Hey don't get me wrong i have to touch her because i cant shake  her without  touching

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

This worked
Shaking worked

She woke up and now she is in the closet and i am working on my laptop

But i can not concentrate because
Of the jingling sound that
her jewelry is making which is actually music to my ears 

And there she comes in a beautiful.yellow saree

She is actually looking like goddess

Or i might say
God of hotness

Okay guys this is the chapter in rakshit pov as u guys didn't  tell me that should i do things in characters pov or third person pov

So here is a peep into rakshit mind
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