Reality Check ✅

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Hi there. How are you doing? Like, how are you ACTUALLY feeling? There's no need to consume your emotions, let it out. You would've most likely stumbled here out of your feeling of sadness, perhaps you were bored, or maybe just tryna find the right words to help a friend out but I'm glad you're here, i have a few words to say to you.

I'm sorry

Sorry that you are going through all of this crap but trust me, everything will be better. I've been there.... the feeling of not wanting to do anything (not cuz you're lazy but because you're just too tired of everything), that feeling of loneliness, that feeling like the burden of the whole world rests in you, that feeling where you tend to think lowly of yourself, that feeling of isolation, like no one cares, like no one understands, like you're being taken for granted. Which one are you? All of them? Or just namely a few? Either way, please listen to what I'm about to say...

You're not tired of everything, you are just running away from it; if you're tired, then pause, just STOP and give yourself a break. Don't make it your finish line, it doesn't end there.

You are NEVER alone, that's just what you want to believe.... there are some people who offer you help but you ignore those people who ACTUALLY CARE and rather notice those who don't deserve YOUR attention.

The whole world isn't up to you, remember that... we are responsible for ourselves and our fellows but that doesn't mean you have to take the blame for everything. We are meant to act as one, help one another out, but if it's us ourselves destroying our fellows then HOW ARE WE ANY DIFFERENT FROM MONSTERS?! All I'm saying is that we're all in this together, you don't have to put pressure on yourself, rather  contribute to the society.... let's help one another out:)

NEVER should you think so lowly on yourself. You are no disappointment, you gave it your best. You are more than enough, now it's up to them if they appreciate that.... if they don't? Then damn they got weird taste. Remember, you are beautiful. Keep shining! I believe in you!

If you ever feel isolated or like you're being an outcast in the society or in your group of friends, maybe in family or whatever, i advice you look at it on perspective. Take a hint, identify the toxic from the real ones. Reach out... because you'll never actually know for yourself if you're being isolated unless you get to know them yourself. And if they're the toxic type, then oop get yo ass outta there.... if you get too attached, you'll end up getting hurt so much. You deserve a lot better than that.... you don't deserve garbage.... did you forget? You're high-class bro;) And what about toxic family? Talk them about it and see if they understand, if they really don't... smack them—-jk// Just don't bother anymore, understand them. I'm sure they also got shit going on so just try and understand them. As long as they don't abuse you physically, just stay PLEASE.... they couldn't afford losing their child. They may not be the most affectionate parents but they love you. Unless they don't abuse you by physical means, you're in good hands so hold on (but srsly if they're abusing you physically call 911 and get sum help) ....their words may affect you in a bad way but it is what they thought was best for you.

And listen, it's true that they may not understand you but trust me, they care about you. Find someone you trust and let them know about your issues... they may not give the best advices but as long as they're willing to listen to you without judging, keep them:) It's always nice to have someone listen to your little rants and not even judge you, they're genuine people and so damn precious ( Ofc u are too:> ) And you'll never know... you might even catch feelings for them tehee I SHIP ETTT

Lastly, if u feel like you're being taken for granted, that wouldn't be your fault either. It's their loss. You're amazing pal, you deserve better, the best in fact... and when the right time comes, you'll find someone who will treat you right. I don't precisely mean this for soulmates, this works the same for friends and family as well.