obsessed.

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min-jun's pov

i wasnt as panicked as i thought i'd be seeing mitchell's seemingly lifeless body laying in the sand, although, this my first time ever doing anything like this. I could feel something stirring within me, deep, deep down. I picked august up with a new found conviction and started walking towards the bonfire, I quickly found his friends and started my act. "marina! something happened to august, i was looking for him and saw him laying on the shore bloody and next to mitchell." i cried, marina sobered up instantly and found jack. she quickly followed me to my car and got into my back seat to hold him while jack got into the passengers seat. I did not trust marina with my angel, but i would have to let it slide this time, i cannot let anything happen to him. 

"where is the nearest hospital?" i asked quickly pulling out of the parking lot and speeding in the directions that jack was rambling off. 

"how the fuck did this happen?! where is mitchell what the fuck. oh god, i cant lose my best friend." marina clung to his body and put pressure on the bleeding wound on the side of his head. "i was looking for him everywhere and i just heard a commotion and tried to break it up, hence my bloody face." i pulled up to the hospital and we all scrambled out of the car and i picked him up again and headed to the reception.

"we need help! our friend fell and im not too sure how it happened, but hes bleeding and passed out!" next thing i new august was taken out of my arms, placed on a gurney, and was rolled off towards the emergency room. i tried to follow them, but they wouldnt allow me and jack had to pull me back. it felt like hours had went by before a doctor came and stood in front of us with a stern face.

"hello, im dr. james. is there any parents r guardians present?" he spoke, looking between the three of us.

"uh, no. jack and i are all he has." marina said in a small voice nodding her head in jack's direction. "is august going to be okay?" 

the doctor cleared his throat, "he sustained quite a bit of brain damage, but not enough for it to be fatal. we did a CAT scan and everything seems to be fine, but we suspect there will be mild amnesia." he said, glancing down at his chart.

"h-how long is that supposed to last?" jack stuttered, tears threatening to spill from his eyes.

"it could last a few weeks to a few months, but nothing to impact his future. we stopped the bleeding and gave him stitches, he is sleeping right now, but you may go and see him if you'd like."

it seemed like everything was moving in slow motion and i felt myself leaving my body, it was like i was blacking out. i moved rigidly and followed the doctor back to his room and he laid there like an angel. his curls were wild and probably matted from everything that happened tonight, but he was still so beautiful. i stood back and watched marina and jack speak to his sleeping form while i thought about the real problem at hand. mitchell. i had to get back to the beach before someone found his body,  but i dont think anyone would believe him. i know i hit him hard enough for things to be hazy tomorrow. 

"excuse me guys, i have to head home. my aunt and uncle have been blowing up my phone, i want to stay here with him, but please call me if he wakes up." i wrote my number down and bid them farewell as i all but ran from the hospital room. i could feel myself losing the small bit of sanity that i had and i needed to get out of here before i phased in the middle of this hospital. 

"he is mine, that is my boy. i will protect you august, dont you worry. i will take care of anything tha gets in between you and i being together forever." i sped home, but i needed to clear my head, i needed him. i felt like i was going insane, the only thing on my mind was him. his smell, his smile, the way his eyes crinkled when he laughed, i was falling for him way too fast and i didnt mind it. i drove around the city until i found this forest, i got out of the car and started running through the thick of the trees. i ran and ran before i felt the ache in my bones, my skin burning and felt like it was trying to stretch and rip from my bones. my bones breaking and rearranging until i was now running on all fours.

i just wanted him, i had to protect him. he was nothing but small prey, he was a tiny bunny and needed me. that's why he enjoyed my company, i could see it in his eyes. he wanted me just as much as i wanted and needed him, i need to mark him. i have to let everyone know who he belongs to, but its too early for that. i cant scare him off, much less drop the bomb on him about me being a wolf. i can only guess how that would turn out, i could lose my boy forever if i did that this soon. after running for quite sometime i decided to rest by this pretty meadow that had a small stream and what looked to be an abandoned cottage. i didnt bring spare clothes with me because i didnt plan on phasing tonight, but thats fine i can just come back tomorrow and explore. i have a day off anyway and i could spend it fixing up the place, it would be a cute place to take my bunny. 

i can only imagine how soft and happy he would be seeing it, he seems like the artsy type. i even think i saw him with these jeans that looked like he hand painted on them. he always fits his clothes so nicely, i loved when he wore bright colors, i picked up on his love for purple. he always smelled so good, coconuts and cocoa butter. every time hes around i want to bury my face in his neck and wrap my arms around his waist, he seemed like the hugging type. i sighed and decided to make the trek back to my car, by now the sun was rising and i needed to get home. luckily, i did keep a blanket in my car. i switched back into my human form and wrapped the blanket around my hips and started my drive back to my family's shop. 

dont worry august, i'll be back for you. i always will, i cant stay away from you. i will kill for you and i will protect you.