love me

1 "good morning"

this is the first time im writing something like this so pls be nice, that's if anyone even sees this. this is in the shatter me universe by tahereh mafi and I don't own any of the characters I just literally lover her book so much. I hope if even one person reads it they like it 

Aaron has been asleep for a few hours and its later than he usually wakes up, but we were up very late last night and the peaceful sight of him sleeping calms me, I don't want to ruin it. He's usually so alert and aware of everything and hes mostly awake before me so these glimpses of Aaron are rare and I try to cherish them, as selfish as it maybe to ruin his schedule just because I want to stare at him. 

I smile, my heart feels so full and content. I don't want anything to change, I wish me and Aaron could always stay together in such peace, but we don't have that kind of life. I want to lay in bed all day and not think about wars or who I truly am or my ex living in the same building as me. I want to be normal and think about normal things and have normal concerns like who goes out to get the milk but I suppose life wasn't destined to be like that for us. I cant regret my life though, one thing this wicked world has given me is this gift that I don't deserve, Aaron Warner Anderson.

I sigh, I cant deny im not heartbroken I wont get that normal life ive always wanted. my breath blows onto Aarons hair, moving it out of his face. I giggle, how boy-like he is when asleep. Aarons stirs and im afraid ive awoken mr sleeping beauty here, I shush him and run my fingers through his hair to say that he should go back to sleep but its too late. He opens his emerald eyes and stares at me, I shy away, I feel like he can see my soul. Im almost embarrassed about being embarrassed that I don't want him to see my soul as if he hasn't seen every other inch of me. I push away such perverted thoughts and smile at him.

"Good morning sleeping beauty," I say quietly, shy that he still can make me nervous so easily after so long of being together. He snorts at the idea of being a sleeping beauty and smiles as he reaches for me. those dimples I could die for, I put my thumb in the indent of his cheek that frames his smile and he moves his head in an attempt to playfully bite it, but im fast enough to steal it away. I giggle, I want this forever.  he touches my arm slightly, as if inviting me to come closer and I nuzzle my head in between the nook of his shoulder and neck. Aaron traces patterns on my bare back and suddenly im very aware that we both have no clothes on and im pressed tightly against him, wish a salacious grin I press harder against his body until I feel him gasp. 

I roll so that im on top of him and straddling his hips and I smirk. "You haven't said good morning back" I tease and roll my hips against him, he bites his lip and a strained good morning leaves his mouth. I get off of him, smug with my results and walk off to the bathroom, fully aware that hes looking at my ass as I walk away and shut the bathroom door.