Stalking His Shadows

One

" Y/n, do you believe in love?" we sat in a circle, surrounded by the chitter- chatters of other students, the luring smell of food floated in the atmosphere as we ate and talked about our lives in the cafeteria. you glanced up from your food when you heard your friend talking to you.

" Ofcourse I believe in love. Love is eternal, powerful, passionate and sometimes it can also be painful and heartbreaking but it will make you stronger."
They stared at you with astonishment, as if you had just said something they never heard in their life.

" For someone who has never been in love you sure have a lot of expectation" Molly mumbled. She absolutely despised the idea of love. I can't blame her she went through hard heartbreaks but just like you said she turned into a much stronger person. Love has made her stronger physically and mentally since she was able to drive through the pain and rocks being thrown her way and turned those wounds into will power to be a stronger woman.

" Well would you say what you feel for Taehyung is love or just a obsession?" her voice was wrapped in a mocking tone as rest of my friends laughed at her comment. Taehyung...

When it came to Taehyung my heart or my mind had no clue if it was a mere attraction or a stronger connection which was one sided. I couldn't just love him since to love someone you need to know that person enough to accept their flaws and love them with all your heart.

"I don't think I love him but I do think I like him becau- " my voice got caught in my throat as you saw him entering through the entrance pulling all eyes to him. He didn't seem to be minding all the attention but when he used his slender, manly finger to push his glasses upwards, my heart seemed to melt like chocolate under fire.

All my friends gave me suggestive looks as he sat alone on a table alone, calmly eating his hamburger. you didn't want to disturb him while he's eating but Molly grabbed my arm and pushed me towards his table. You stood there for a few seconds staring at his figure sitting on the table looking godly with just a black hoodie and blue jeans. How can someone manage to sway hearts with just a simple hoodie and jeans.

Stepping forward you cleared my throat, grabbing his attention. When his eyes glanced my way annoyance and danger flashed through those almond eyes which I grew to adore so much. He harshly dropped his burger in his lunchbox and waited for me to utter something. His dark brown eyes pierced through mine like daggers shooting towards the target.

Come on Y/n! You can do this. Don't be scared of him and show him your not someone who can be intimidated by him.

Your action completely caught him off guard as you walked around the table as placed myself in his lap, straddling him on the chair. His eyes popped out as his fingers gripped onto my hips  to stop me from falling. His touch sent tingles across my skin . I felt his skin tense under my tender but cheeky touch,  draping my arms around his neck as I spoke in a low and husky voice.

"What happened? Kim Taehyung?" I felt my heart pounding against my chest, but I couldn't allow him to know what effect he has on me.
My heart was beating some disorderly  rhythm, it felt uneasy but comforting to be in his arms.

" What exactly are you doing? are you that shameless?" He raised his voice, catching attention of those around. Feeling his rage slowly build up, you felt your body shudder with fear but you kept my position upright with confidence.

You swore under your breath as you moved uncomfortable on his lap.

"W-What I'm just sitting, do you have any problem Taehyung?" Mentally cursing are myself for stuttering, you felt the need to just dig a hole and bury yourself inside.

Taehyung blinked a few times before looking at you. He rubbed his face with exasperation while you sat on his lap staring at his godly handsome face.

"Miss Y/n........ you better move yourself from my lap before I rip you off myself" his nails dig into my hips, causing a whimper to leave your mouth. You shook your body out of his ruthless hold.

Unsteadily, taking a quick glance at his dark eyes, which reflected depths of the oceans, fire  and something you couldn't tell or maybe didn't want to acknowledge...hate.

You knew he was unreachable, menacing and there was a lot of unsaid secrets behind his eyes which were always full of hate. You want him to acknowledge your interest in him and accept your interest.

Waiting in front of your locker, you glanced sideways through a tiny gap between your friends. There he stood with his backpack on his broad shoulder, putting books in his locker with aggression. Ouch..I wish I was the locker.

Your eyes carefully monitored his every movement. His muscles flexing under that tight shirt, making the white material stretch sticking to his silky, soft looking skin. He's going to kill me with his looks.

Taehyung made his way out, with headphones in his ears while walking in a steady speed. You made your way out behind him, making sure there's a safe distance between you and him.

You follow him home everyday, just to assure he gets home safe. Although that's not the only reason. You just feel the need to spend a bit more time with him, otherwise you can't sleep at night. And it's your duty to watch him.

Just as you turned the corner you felt like your heart came tumbling down your body, your eyes widened, your soul cowardly flew out of your body leaving you alone to face this embarrassing situation. My brain stuttering like never before, Did I just get caught stalking him?

Those luscious lips formed a sinister smirk as he stood against the wall, playing with a coin. You just stood there contemplating if he caught you or he's just standing there, oblivious to your presence.

Turning around, slinking around the corner, a smile of relief span across my lips, ready to escape but then my body automatically to a halt since ......

" Are you pretending you didn't see me or... more like I didn't see you"