First love hurtfull break up

First love gone wrong

Me and my brother Ben were going to meet his friend Ben I know so confusing but I had to meet him he had hair done just like Andy Beirsack who is the lead singer of one of my favorite bands but when we get there he's with a friend named Jason and we just chilled at aspen talking they thought I was

awesome they were to and then I found out Jason had a batman belt and I told him I was going to steel his belt I loved it we started walking to bens house on our way we were talking and Jason was a head listening to music when we got there we were having lots of fun I taught Ben a new pressure point that is to the left of the spine by the left shoulder blade then when me and my brother left after at least an hour Jason he said before we left "where's my hug" and I thought why not he was so happy it was cute and later the next day I hear my phone go off 'ding ding' while I'm walking with my brother Ben it says hey cutie .
"who is this "you shall not pass" I txt

this random person says it's Jason I realize it's the guy I hung out with not to long ago with my brother and his friend Ben it's kind of funny they have the same name but I ask my brother how Jason got my number he told me he asked and I was fine with it , it was kind of odd but I talked to him anyway when I finally got home I was still texting him he said my name in his phone was cutie I thought it was so sweet he told me to listen to 2 songs sad song by we the kings and trouble by never shout never then i told him to listen to my stomach is tied in knots by SWS

we talked till 11:00 pm straight he was so sweet I went to see him the next day we met up at Dawe it was nice out a beautiful spring day the sun was out and there was a perfect wind not to cold but enough were u might want a sweater he was skate boarding when I got there he had brown flippy hair and brown eyes the color of chocolate with tan skin and an I love hatters hat he looked so cute I yelled to him and he came over we walked to the benches and sat he looked at me like I was the most beautiful thing in the world

we talked for a while and we really clicked we liked the same bands bvb ,sws ,ptv , etc, and the same color black he was so sweet and called me Cutie often we walked over to a paved area were he started to do skateboard tricks and he was trying to Ollie but couldn't get enough pop so I said "if you can do the trick I'll give you a hug"for motivation but when he couldn't I gave him a hug and I told him "close enough" he held me tight and held me close around the waist then we sat on the grass listening to music talking to each other looking into each other's eyes

I could tell he was shy but so was I after half an hour and walked to aspen to the bench we first met the one closest to the dirt road we walked through talking about our interests and our lives he was walking me home we played the license plate game and he would always love tap me while saying so and I talked about kissing a lot and he said He was sitting in class and his teacher is telling him to sit down and he said he was levitating I told him that if he could levitate I would kiss him right here right know so he said to me he wanted to levitate also bringing up the topic of how he hates to be petted I said I found it demeaning and I told him i like it when people stroke my hair I find it comforting and calming

he admired me Like I was a precious painting I did the same we couldn't figure out what to do then he said "bye I'll txt you later "I said "bye" then I went inside I asked my mother "what you do if two people like each-other" she told me they date so I txt Jason right away and told him he texted
yeah Id like that then texted this is the happiest day of his life
I texted same and we talked till 12:00 am he texted
me good night cutie sweet dreams I love u
I texted the same that night we were meeting up the next day.

I woke up to him texting me good morning cutie
I texted him
good morning sweetie
we had already created pet names for each other he wanted to meet up with me at aspen of course I agreed we were meeting up at 12:00 pm until then we constantly texted each other we were texting about how cute he thought I was and how sweet I thought he was I texted him
he's so sweet he's gonna give me diabetes
he texted
I was so cute no girl could compare and that he loves me
when we met up he was riding his skateboard I get there he was with a couple friends he shouts to me and walks over he's slurping a slurpy I mean it's spring so why not

he says "you want some" I said "no" then he kept bugging me then I finally gave in and had some I said "are you happy " he said "yeah" with a smug smile I sit on the swing and he starts pushing me and it's so cute I asked him who his friends were they were friends from his school then he showed me his board told me how he loves to skate and his friends were leaving so he had to get the board his friends had then he skates over to me and we sit on the grass I start making my logic were books turn into butterfly's and making grass balls and throw them at him and he just isn't impressed then he just looks at me laughing having fun doing it and he smiles he shakes the grass out of his hair and off his I love haters hat I start to help and were both blushing

then I show him my logic and he says "oh so books turn into butterflies now" I said "yeah" he just looks at me adoringly as I do the same we stay there for 2 hours talking joking being together he walks me home and then he says "bye I'll txt you later" as usual and we talked till 12:30 we made plans to see each other again tomorrow

I couldn't wait he said the usual goodnight love you's I did the same we saw each other I was wearing a t shirt that said Im happy with my attitude problem with a gangster bunny on it with a baggy white but also color full hoodie and blue jeans it was pretty cold the suns out with a bone chilling wind I made him cookies double chocolate chip it took him a while to get there but when I saw him he was on his red bike a BMX trick bike he sits down he said he was so tired he had his head down so I put my head on his arm saying "aw baby" and he looks at me and he just looks like he wouldn't wanna be anywhere else but with me we sat on the table and I sang him our song sad song by we the kings he said "you sound really good" then I snuggle up to him he puts his arm around my waist his head on mine and my head on his chest listening to his heart beat which skips a beat around me while mine does the same I get butterfly's I put my hand on his then he intertwine's our fingers then I look up with love in my eyes and he looks at me the same way and he kisses me I feel sparks and he says "I love you" I of course said "I love you to" and we both meant it, it was love at first sight I was falling asleep on him slightly then he had to get home but made time to walk me home first he crosses the street without looking and almost gets hit by a car me calling him crazy he agreeing so when we get to my house I kiss him and once again sparks fly with a stomach full of butterfly's he said " I Love you" I said it back and with that he had to go on a family camping trip

we texted every once in a while cause he was busy he was having fun just like I told him it would be when he got back we texted we were all lovey dovy he was gone all weekend then the next day 2 girls come up to me Smokey and Lilly. Smokey slams her hand on my desk and says Jason says he's not dating you I tell her we are and she said she had proof and I told her to just leave then my best friend who left me for other people who didn't like me for my looks and kept trash talking him and I ignored them but then they say how did he go from Bella which is a leader of the group who stole my best friend to me and that was a offense to me of course they end of that day I text Jason hey sweetie I wait 1-2 hours with his reply Iris I'm breaking up with you I was so hurt I said ok fine and the next day smokey and Lilly did the same thing as yesterday and I was about to punch them I was so hurt then people would not stop bugging me about the relationship this went on for a week that was the worst thing that had ever happened to me I blamed myself for a whole year

then he txt me at the beginning of my high school year when I got over him he txt me why do you hate me and I obviously don't know who it is then I tell him the shit I went through and how I blamed myself and asked if when he said he loved me did he mean it he did and then I stop talking to him

I texted him near the middle of the year and acts like he doesn't remember me and hates me I never felt such pain and anger the saddest point in my life besides when he broke my heart and I was picked on for 6 years he was my first love and my most hurtful break up