Decisions

Chapter 17 - Lets Try It

" Surrender To What Is. Let Got Of What Was. Have Faith In What Will Be. " - Sonia Ricotti

1 Month Later ..

Ahmyaa

It was Friday which means Im about to hit the club tonight.

Sitting in 8th period, I couldn't focus at all. Its like every since Ive came to the realization that Im pregnant I cant get my mind off of it. Then when I told Angel a month ago, I knew it would make the matter of me aborting the child even harder because she was totally against it.

But I dont think I can do it, Im a part time stripper that got pregnant by an abusive ass nigga. I cant bring a child into that. My mom always told me that if I ever got pregnant, I had to go.

I felt as if I was going through hell right now. Then I felt a tap on my shoulder taking me out of my deep thoughts.

I looked up at Angel standing above me looking somewhat confused.

" Myaa why you still in here ? "

I looked around and just noticed that everyone was gone including the sub. How long was I gone?

" How long have Ive been sitting here?"

" About 7 minutes. I didnt see you at our meet up so I came looking for you and here you were. "

Wow.

I quickly gathered my things stuffing my laptop in my bookbag and swung it over my shoulder. I flipped my hair towards my back to get it out my face. I think Imma cut it to a bob next month.

Once we reached outside to the cool October weather I hurried quickly to Angel's car. I told her we could chill before work today.

Even though she doesnt like what I do, she knows its temporary and said she supports me regardless.

She unlocked the doors and we slid in. After a couple of minutes of silence I broke it.

" Angel what do you think about adoption? " I asked looking out the window so she couldn't see my face.

She sighed. " My why wont you keep the child? "

" I cant bring myself to bring a innocent child into my life with my situation. Im a stripper as of now, the father aint much of shit, and when my mother finds out shes gonna put me out which means im bout to be homeless A "

I could tell I was starting to get emotional about this.

" Myaa Im supporting you James doesnt know yet but Im pretty sure his parents would support you as well. Dont let that child grow up without their real mother. " I could tell by her last statement that hurt her to know she has kids walking this Earth that she sees and they only know of her as Angel our sister not Angel our mother.

But it was hard. At the end I made the decision and I knew I couldnt have a child right now plus on top of it all Im graduating in about 7 months and having a baby means I would put my dreams on hold. I wasnt prepared.

Once We Pulled Up To The House James Car Was Parked Out Front And Just So Happened Tae's Was Too.

Great.

Unlocking the front door she walked in with me following right behind her.

" Hey baby, hey Tae " Angel said walking over to James and sitting on his lap hugging him causing him to pause the game.

" Hey James. Hey Tae. " I said standing in my tracks.

When Tae looked at me he formed a kool aid smile, showing off his perfect teeth.

" Hey Myaa. "

" Damn boy aint seen you ever smile that hard " James says out of no where. Angel hit him upside the head and Tae started chuckling.

" Stop being rude! Hell I know Tae fam and all but he's company. "

" Hell the nigga part time live here ! " James retorted.

Angel stood up and grabbed James by the wrist taking him to their bedroom with James shaking his head every step. They closed the door behind them leaving me still standing here and Tae looking at me.

Thanks Angel.

******

Tae

Looking at Myaa I couldnt help but admire her.

" Why dont you sit down. I know you want to. "

She sighed and realized there was no reason for her to keep standing.

She walked over and sat on the couch besides me.

I looked at her sitting next to me in a big sweat shirt some leggings and some knee high boots. Her hair was going down her back and her face was flawless.

" What you thinking about lil mama? "
She seemed like I took her out of thoughts then plastered on a smile.

" Nothing really "

" You look nice today by the way. "

She started blushing and she gave me her beautiful smile.

" Ahmyaa when you gone stop playing around and let me take you out. I wanna show you the world baby girl. Im not saying this cause I wanna hit, Im saying this because I like you. I wanna get to know you. I wanna know your flaws your highest point. "

She looked at me confused for a minute I guess she was trying to read me but her face lightened up and I could tell she was starting to believe me.

" Tae. Ive heard about you and I dont have time for games "

" Im not playing with you baby girl. If you give me a chance I can show you. Let me take you out tomorrow. "

I was feeling nervous which is something I dont usually feel. Ahmyaa is different from all the other girls Ive been through. I meant everything I said to her and wanted for her to see it too.

She sighed and nodded. " Yeah Tae, we can go out tomorrow but I swear if you try anything Im leaving ! "

I held my hands up and nodded in agreement.

Myaa phone started vibrating and she took over her pocket, looked at it and got up.

" Ive got to go. But yeah Ill see you tomorrow at 8 " she says picking up her bag and throwing it over her shoulder.

" Wait, can I get a hug? " I put on my puppy dog face.

She giggled then rolled her eyes. Taking the offer she came in between my arms and I wrapped my arms around her waist. I took in her scent. She smelled like candy it was so sweet. She finally broke the hug and headed to the door and left.

Since I staying the night. I headed back to my normal guest room. I forgot Angel and James locked in their room. You didnt hear much but a few squeaks from the bed and shuffling.

" Stay protected you two. We dont need no babies ! " I yelled out to them.

I heard James say some but I had already closed the door.

I was ready for my big date tomorrow. I hopped on the bed laying back smiling and feeling like the man.

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