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fear.

what an abstract term

for such a relevant topic.

something that can torment

you in your waking hours,

haunt you in your dreaming state,

and burn into your mind

as if you were livestock to be branded.


insufficiency.

will I ever be good enough

to surpass the expectations

that have been placed upon me?

can I truly be enough to make

any man happy and content?

can I fulfill any duty

that a student asks of me?

what if I can't?


insecurities.

they scream at me

they tell me I can't

they tell me I'm worthless

they tell me I'm mad

they tell me I'm incompetent

they tell me I'm unworthy

of the love any man can offer me

they tell me my beauty is insufficient

they tell me my inexperience and innocence

will hinder my ability to prove myself useful


grace.

God's undying, unwavering, unchanging

love for me covers all of the wounds

that I allow my fears to make.

He covers me in his blanket

of peace, comfort, and tranquility.

He whispers to me

that I am enough,

I am fearfully and wonderfully made,

and through him I cannot fail.


thanks be to He

who loves,

protects,

heals,

and reassures.

oh how glorious

it is to be

a child of God

and a follower of Christ. 

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