Pinili

Prologue

"What did you have said!" she asked in frustration because of shock.

Hindi ko alam kung tanong ba yun o ano. Inirapan ko lamang siya at nagpatuloy sa  paghilamos sa bathroom sink niya. The warm water gives me relief and comfort saying it will end soon!

Ha! It will end soon? How ironic! What will you do then, Magdalene? Pretend that nothings happened? Like he did to you the day after that. Cut all our connections? Ano hindika na lang magtatrabaho at gugutumin mo ang mga taong ikaw lang ang inaasahan.  Damn that plans!

I tiredly glanced myself in the mirror in front of me. Water drops  slowly running through my cheeks. As i saw myself one thing i've noticed. THIS.IS.HELL!

Dark circle eyesbags- checked

Open pores- checked

Red pointed nose- checked

Pinkish cheeks- checked

Swallow eyes- checked

Chapped and dry lips - checked

Wala bang mas malala nito? Nanghilamos ako for nth time at agad akong bumalikwas nang maalala ang pangyayaring iyon! Arggh...

A vivid of memories flash on my mind. How he slowly sucked my breast like it's just kind of lollipop, how he touch the virgin thing between my thighs like it's just nothing but his property, how he licked it that make me moaned, how he swipe it using her finger and swallow the white blood thing came out from it as if it is a delicious jam he ever tasted , and how he looked up above the ceiling while he thrust his to mine. Pleasurement and satisfaction obviously written on his face while he claimed me as his property...oopps fuck! I'm just one of her fuckgirls!

Shit! He just indeed fucked me!

"Are you out of your mind, Catalina Magdalene Pinili?!" sigaw niya

Umiiling-iling ako pagkatapos maalala ang gabing iyon. Simula noon maraming nagbago sa kin. Hindi ko na nararanasan ang masarap at mahimbing na tulog. Kasi bawat pikit ng mga mata ko ang pangyayaring iyon ang lalabas sa isipan ko. Kapag lalabas naman ako sa maids quarter ang pintuan kung saan niya ko sabik na hinalikan ang una kong makikita. Kapag magtatrabaho naman ako mas lalong sasakit ang utak ko dahil siya naman ang makikita ko!

It's been a week but still I'm conscious about that scene. It gives me frustration, deathly thoughts and heartbreak!

Damn, Magdalene! Naisahan ka sa amo mo!

Lumabas na ako sa bathroom habang binibigay niya naman sa akin puting tuwalya. I walked straightly to her kitchen without giving her any glance. A clean and all white-mint green kitchen meet me. Well, I know its her favorite color!

Dumiretso na ako sa ref niya at kumuha ng tubig. Not in my surprise, only a bottled water are there!

"Lagyan mo kaya nang tubing ang pitsel at ilagay mo rito sa ref. Para naman may pakinabang ang ref mo. You always bought numerous of bottled water. Hindi halatang tamad ka parin, Doktora" I said sarcastically after I got one of the water bottle there.