𝐍𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐆𝐈𝐀➸ 𝐁𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐯♡

𝐎𝐍𝐄

There was a heatwave today. Listen, I love the sun, but I cannot stand heatwaves. I guess I could go out later once the heatwave goes away.

Moving on now.

Jayla, my best friend has been bugging me for the longest time to clean out my closet since she lost something here.

I should've listened to her but come on, I don't have the energy or motivation.

I guess that's what I'm gonna do for two hours or so.

I put everything in their own piles so I can sort them.

I saw a pink box and oh my fucking god.

I haven't seen that box in a while.

Unfortunately, I remember who gave it to me. Alex.

We used to hangout last month but we drifted. I guess he became busy.

Really busy.

Alex and I weren't dating. We just HAD feelings for each other. Really strong ones. Or at least I know I did.

I opened the box and saw polaroids of Alex and I.

I wanted to cry for some reason. Only because a part of me still missed him.

He left me. He just vanished. But why?

I remember the last day we talked was on Jayla's birthday.

Alex gave me the box along with a tight hug.

We didn't hangout the next day as I thought.

I remember thinking, "he's probably busy" or "I don't have to hangout with him everyday"

I texted him but he didn't reply. I then found out he moved. I thought maybe that's why he didn't reply.

Then came along a river full of questions.

"Why didn't he tell me?" and much more.

I tried contacting him for so long I just gave up.

I put the polaroids back and closed the box.

I wanted to burn that whole box, but at the same time I didn't.

I wish all of me could move on from him. But it wasn't  that easy.

I can't just forget about those feelings. But I hate him for that. I hate him for leaving me.

I should probably forget about it and continue cleaning.
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a/n
sorry this chapter was shortt.
(This book a flop :/ )