Insecurities pt.1 {KSJ}

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•meaning- You and Seokjin had your second child but things was different with this pregnancy.

Warnings- daddy Kink, degrading, praise kink, hair pulling, slapping
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Ugly

Disgusting

Useless

You stared into the bathroom mirror, all the thoughts you was trying to avoid came back, making you feel so ashamed of yourself as a mother.

Tiny footsteps takes you out your mind when your four year old daughter Mina walks in the room looking for you.

"Mommy brother woke." She says in a adorable English accent which makes you smile and tie your robe tightly. Picking her up y'all walk downstairs together seeing indeed your baby boy woke on the couch trying to move his head from one side to the other.

You sit down on the couch and picks him up, his large brown eyes stare at you as he feels you pat his back. It's been a couple of days being at home with the kids, Jin who was working extra since taking off for you he's been trying to make the most of it. Coming home while you cook dinner and he takes over watching the kids. That's been your life for the past two months.

It wasn't like you didn't enjoy it no, being in the house watching your kids has been hard for you as a person. The more you started looking at your body more the more you kept thing those thoughts.
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Jin walks in the house taking off his shoes at the process he sees his daughter on the couch sleep with her thumb in her mouth. He chuckles and picks her up and turns the tv off walking up the stairs. When he lays her down and kisses her forehead Jin walks in the bedroom y'all share to see his son laying on his stomach fast asleep on the bed.

"Baby?" He ask and and he hears you say in the bathroom, he walks in the bathroom and smiles at you and wraps his arms around your waist.

"I missed you." He mumbles kissing your shoulders slightly. You smiles before looking in the mirror again, your smile turning into a frown. You feel Jin's lips move up to your neck making you sigh in pleasure.

"I know what you're thinking about baby." He says in your ear and you sigh again.

"Jin-"

"No, don't give me that "I look horrible, I need to lose weight" baby you just had your second child you're gonna weigh more then the first one." He says looking at you in the mirror. You sigh and nods making him frown.

"You don't believe me do you? Do I have to show you?" He ask again and you don't answer.

Slap

You gasp your head going to the slide, he grabs your hair pulling you back making your back line up to his chest. Jin's lips bites down on your earlobe before whispering.

"I asked you a question slut, Are you trying to disobey me?" His voice deep and you shake your head making him grip your hair harder making you whimper.

"Use your words."

"N-No daddy." You whimper out making him smirk.

"Good girl." Which makes you moan quietly, he lets go of your hair making your head drop and grip the bathroom counter. Jin kisses the back of your neck then his hands tail down your stomach and to you're core. You jump up feeling his cold thumb rub circles on your clit. His touches was like fire on your skin. You didn't want him to stop.

"My little slut, such a good girl for daddy huh?" Jin says and he spins you around picking you up and setting you on the bathroom counter. He smiles slightly for a minute when he sees your neck. Your neck full of his hickeys.

Seokjin pulls you in another kiss before pulling the robe off your shoulders. You shake the cold air hitting your nipples. Jin kisses your neck again mumbling all the things he loves about you.

"I love your thighs." He kisses them. "I love your stomach." He kisses that making you giggle because it tickled. "I love your cute little nose." He kisses it making you smile. "I love your smile, your dimples." He kisses your lips making you chuckle.

"I love you too." You day and Jin wraps your legs around him.
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Love y'all~

~Tamyah

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