Friendzone

 He was always by my side so I thought that I certainly won't fall in love with him.

"I don't think that Marian really loves me. LET'S BREAK UP."   That's what my boyfriend told me last 5 minutes ago.

" I'm back.." I whispered with a sigh..

" Hey Marian will you stop entering other people's houses so naturally?" - Oh that guy? He's my childhood friend Chris. Apparently, I entered the wrong house. My house is next to him.

"That face.. were you dumped again..?" he asked. 

"Rather than being dumped, I was only told , "I can't go out with you anymore."  I answered him back with a sloppy face.

"I agree you're an annoying."

"Can you just shut up Chris? I'm fucking depressed right now.." did I mention that I really hate Chris?

"So what did you like about him this time..?" 

"Uhhmm his height."

"JUST THAT?!." 

"Yes..."  I answered  with a cold tone.

"Say, I've thought this many times, but, why are your loves always so specific..?"

For just a moment it chills me, But still, I respond to his question,  " ..because they say that they like me? "

 "I think it's fitting that I like my partner as well. Something like that? "   I added.

"Sorry to interrupt  while you're putting on airs, but your underpants are STICKING OUT THE BACK OF YOUR SKIRT.... You were in the bathroom before you came to my room right? "

"@#$#$$!!" Oh my god you're the worst Chris! "   I'm so ashamed that I want the floor to just eat me.

"..Or rather, is that the only reason? Seriously? "   He asked me with a serious face on him.

"......................................." 

I can't respond to Chris... Things like he's tall and seems like he'll protect me,  that his arms are slightly muscular, or he looks at me with a straight forward eyes while speaking, Until now all the guys I've gone out with, the reasons I liked them were small things about their bodies.

 "..I definitely thought that I liked them, but.."  But.. I was always dumped with the same reason.

"..Say, am I about as tall as this time's guy?"  Chris asked while touching his forehead and mine.

"Uhhmm, well.."

" So, won't I do..? " 

Our eyes met. I can't believe he's saying this to me with a serious face.

"Chris, creepy. Stop it! "   

"I'm leaving,  you're creepy today! "

"I see.. "

What the heck is that? Is he making a fun of me!? " With a guy I've known since I was an infant?", "There's no way in hell! "  Making fun of someone who's just been dumped..

 Next Morning...

" Good morning Marian! "  Bea shouted, she's my classmate.