Bellyache | Nessa Barrett Imagines

❦ ✿ - breeze blocks

( listen to the song! you'll thank me after!)

y/f/f - your favorite food

[ y/n pov ]

"oh my gosh josh! stop being so stupid." nessa giggled at josh's dumb joke, for the millionth time. i rolled my eyes and walked over to bryce. "hey." i said looking up at the brunette boy. "hey. what's up you seem like something's bothering you." bryce asked with a concerned face. i looked over at josh and nessa who were still flirting, but now josh's hand was on her waist and he was looking down at her. i looked at bryce, and he looked as if he's seen a ghost. i turned back around and my whole world collapsed. my girlfriend and my friend were kissing. 

by now tears were streaming down my face and i was walking over to them. "in front of my face really?" i asked, my voice breaking in the middle of the sentence. they instantly pulled apart and josh looked down embarrassed. "josh, you were supposed to be my friend, and nessa you were my girlfriend." the look on nessa's face when she heard the word, 'were' was enough to break my heart all over again. "d-don't do this, please. we can talk about this." nessa pleaded; tears now flowing down her face like a waterfall.

i shook my head, "no we can't" i said looking at the girl, who looked, as if someone she cared about just died. "no! y/n i made the first move, i kissed nessa." josh said, trying to help. "yeah, but she didn't pull away." i said before turning away. i walked towards the house door; placing my hand on the knob, then, slowly turning it and walking out. 

i walked around the streets of los angeles, and stopped at a few places. i went to the mall, and got some clothes and y/f/f. after i got bored at the mall, i decided to go back home. i walked towards to house and started thinking. what if she didn't kiss back? what if he was going to ask her out? all these thoughts swarmed my head, as i continued to walk;  the cold air hitting my skin. 

eventually, i arrived at the house. i stopped on the porch and put my hand on the knob. before i could twist it, a frantic and heartbroken looking nessa opened it and jumped into my arms, sobbing. i held her close to me, as i comforted her, "baby i love you so much! please don't leave me." she said with tears streaming down her face. i looked at the brown haired girl and sighed.

i slowly, but surely, brought one of my hands up to her face and cupped it. i leaned in, as she did too. i connected our lips, and it felt like the first time we kissed. there were sparks flying everywhere. it was like one of those ideal movie kisses; i never wanted it to end. it felt so magical, or at least in the moment.

"give me an hour nessa." i whispered looking at the girl. she smiled and kissed my cheek before running up to her room. i smiled at myself. now i have to make my decision. i walked into the house and shut the door. i walked up to my room and sat down on my bed. i put on my headphones and looked at youtube videos.

about an hour passed and nessa came into my room. she had a hopeful look on her face. she came and sat down, "please don't go. i love you so much." she said. she looked like she wanted to cry. "please don't go. i love you so, i love you so, i love you so." she repeated the 'i love you so.'

i looked at her and kissed her. no matter how mad i was at her, there was no way i could leave her. sure she messed up, but she's human. everybody messes up eventually in life. i smiled a slight smile, and grabbed her hands, so softly, as if they were the most fragile thing. "i'm not gonna leave you." i said smiling. a tear of joy slipped down her cheek, and she wrapped her arms around me.

"i love you so much!" she said with her head buried in my neck. "i love you too ness." i said happily.