I'm Sorry

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To the ex.
Is it just me? Emily Burns.

I'm Sorry, Sorry I'm always wrong  Sorry you have a girlfriend who doesn't take commands from anyone but her father
Sorry she is so stubborn
I'm sorry she takes a stand on what she believes in
I'm sorry she is a social butterfly and your personalities are so different
Im sorry her happy attitude and friendliness you see it as whoring
Im sorry you knew she was like this but you thought you could change her, you failed.

I'm sorry she only ever wanted to keep her male friends but you thought otherwise
I'm sorry she almost chose you over them but you failed to be a friend.

I'm sorry she takes hit after hit of your jabs when you get angry and you say she brought open herself
I'm sorry she always holds on to  "no he's just angry he doesn't mean it"
I'm sorry she accepts you saying she's stupid or dumb but if it had been said to you, you would call her Satan, the devil
I'm sorry she still takes it and says "no he doesn't mean it he is just angry"
I'm sorry she only cried in the shower so you didn't know how your words affected her
I'm sorry she is not allowed to confide in her friends when she is not oky,
I'm sorry to you that is exposing our relationship to the outside world
I'm sorry she just holds it in,
I can't hold it in anymore

I'm sorry I hve to do as you say otherwise you don't give a fuck
I'm sorry I need a break from this,
I'm drained from arguing everyday
and I'm always the problem
I'm sorry you have been blamed and attacked for things your whole life, but I'm not your enemy.

I'm sorry you never felt loved or appreciated when I did not do what you asked of me.
I'm sorry I failed to realise how unloved and unappreciated my love was by you.
I see it now.

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