Rebelian Heart (The Relapse Symphony Fanfiction) (On Hold)

Chapter 4

My phone started to ring (You Only Live Once - Suicide Silence), hey I love the song and its my ringtone for everyone well except Lucy I was thinking of changing her ringtone to the pika neon cat 10 hour verison but oh well I'll decide that later. I picked the phone up not taking notice of the caller ID and answered the phone.

"Jello cakes" I had a weird moment most days so I usually say random things.

"Well someone is having a random morning, come on skype" end of conversation... Literally

I put my phone in my pocket and opened my laptop and logged onto Skype to see a friend request from Bret, which made me smile and I accepted.

Forgetting my cam was on I quickly ran into my ward robe and changed out of my PJ's and I walked out of my wardrobe with my tank top and jeans, I saw a web invite from Bret and quickly accepted before it disappeared and laughed at Bret's bed hair.

"You hair's not any better Toni" I ran to the mirror and groaned grabbing my hairbrush and sorting it out, finally sorting it out I sat at my desk and spoke to Bret for about 1 entire hour then we said goodbye and we would see each other at the concert.

I packed my Black Veil Brides messanger bag with my purse and a drink then ran down the stairs grabbing a cheese and ham sandwich, kissing my mums cheek and ran out the door with Lucy.

Grabbing my helmet from my handle bars and got on my motorbike, Lucy grabbing hers out of the garage, lucys mum doesnt know she drives so she leaves her bike here with mine and we set off to go shopping.

After about an hour we both had a new outfit for the concert. Mine was a pair of black ripped jeans with a black tank top, a black tie and a white blouse, along with pair a plain black converses which I bought a Davey suicide badge to see on the side and we both bought a leather jacket and a Black Veil Brides badge to see on the arm.

Lucy bought a red tank top with a black and red striped hoodie with black converses and a suicide silence badge to see on her converses along with red ripped jeans.

We spent an hour getting new cloths, an hour getting our hair dyed and cut, mine was like Bret's and Lucy's was like Alex's, she seriously likes Alex, mind u I like Bret so I can't talk lol.

We then got lunch which for Lucy was a chicken sandwich with a side salad and diet cola and then for me it was a chicken and cheese salad with a bottle of water. The sandwich was incase we got hungry which shopping.

After we ate lunch we went an got our nails done, I had mine dark red with white swirls and Lucy had hers white with dark red swirls. People use to call us the crazy twins because we would always wear the same makeup style and same cloths style as each other and people would get mixed up with who was who so we though we would wear our favourite colours.

Lucy's favourite colours are Red, White, Black, Gold and Silver where as mine was Crimson Red and Black. Lucy would wear black and white while I wore black and red and we would sometimes wear the same suicide silence top and leather jacket and jeans to confuse people but we wore different converses.

Mine usually had a Black Veil Brides badge on and Lucy's had a Blood On The Dance Floor badge on hers that way you could tell us apart from out converses.

That was until I had to move away and Lucy dressed the same as always and I got more over the top with my cloths throughout music college I wore nothing but black and crimson red and band merchandise, my makeup never had a hint of colour and ever so often when I forgot to put my black bandage on you could see the scars of my pain.

Each member o my family that died I would add a scar.

There was a more recent two because my great-nan had passed away and their dog, who was very old and she was a Yorkshire terroir and she lived us all.

Sometimes I worry that I might cut to deep one day but each time I cut that never happens. But it could one day.

We got home at about 6pm because its an hour journey to Sheffield mall from Rotherham and because we saw this cute amulet store and bought a luck amulet in the shape of a Celtic cross, mine had a red stone in it and Lucy had a green stone.

When we got home we quickly ran to our room and jumped on stickam and waited for The Relapse Symphony to come online seen as it was Thursday and they usually come on stickam on Thursday or Friday.

Mum made us cheese sandwiches and gave Lucy a diet cola and me a bottle of water. I cut down on the amount of fizzy drinks I have a week and I'm saving the only two drinks I have for the concert tomorrow.

I think I'm fat but everyone keeps saying I'm fine but I don't believe them, I weigh 10 and a half stone that's not good. I want to be at least 9 or 8 stone maybe 7, that would just be my dream come true.

I have to put up with wearing size 12 - 14 cloths and I want to get down to at least a size 10 maybe a size 8 if I can. Hopefully I can reach my goal at some point but anyway that just me dreaming.

We spend 30 minutes chatting to The Relapse Symphony and watching the fans flirt with them, as usual me and Lucy sat there laughing at the flirting fans.

We watched a few films, drooled over Jacob from twilight, I'm sorry but his six pack is just too sexy.

We watched my baby sitters a vampire and mona the vampire, then we had a Harry potter marathon then finally at about 2am in the morning we crawled into our rooms, I read my book (Guilty Pleasures by Laurell K. Hamilton) for about an hour then I closed my book and turned the light off, falling to sleep to Fallen Angels by Black Veil Brides playing silently in my head