The Love Story

Analyssa (Diary Page)

What does Love mean to you?

Having your boyfriend hug you from behind and kiss your neck slowly? Oh yeah and what about when he wraps his hands around your waist and whispers in your ear? But we cant forget about those times when he compliments you infront of your friends making you feel like a queen right? Well if someone was to ask me

"Analyssa, What does Love mean to you?" I would say

"Heart break, Sitting in front of my television watching Titanic with a tub of Ben&Jerry's Ice cream and a box of tissues on my left hand side but last but not least hearing these painful words haunt you:

"Im breaking up with you" and " Its not you, Its me".

So yeah i guess you can tell that im not into love that much, especially after my 'true love' swept me off my feet lifting me up to Cloud 9 and then dumping me back down onto Earth infront of everyone. My heart still ache's for my true love to come by every now and then but my past emotions make me shut off any boy who tries to flirt with me. But everytime i look at my reflection in the mirror i see him wrapping his arms around my waist telling me how im beautiful and how he would never leave me nor forsake me... But hey, look at how that turned out.

Also I despise Valentines day at the moment. Especially when you have no Boyfriend, No cards or gifts coming your way, no Godiva chocolates and no romantic poems that makes your heart melt everytime. But i do have a bestfriend called Eloise and I love her too much to let go off and she dosent have a boyfriend at the moment either so i guess we spend valentines day together pretending to be a couple. Eloise has been there for me ever since me and Christopher(My ex) split up for no absolute reason whats so ever! What I do know is that she would never ever do anything to upset me or piss me off.

Anyways!!! Lets get on to my story ! :]