The secret

Deeper than i thought

After the fights that have been happening I decided to question my dad because he was kind of easy to get through to. I asked him what was going on, but he kept telling me I was too young to understand. He wouldn't even budge.

At 13 I started digging. I mean at 13 having a phone to use was very easy. I looked up things about my family, like family trees and marriage things. I low key thought I was adopted. As I was digging, I tried to grasp something I didn't fully quite understand, and my dad was right. I found names of people I haven't even met before and that's understandable; Maybe they died before I was born or just never came around. Nonetheless, I was intrigued.

I began to wonder things as all kids do and honestly, just thinking about stuff made me wonder things about my mom. Why doesn't she treat me the same? Why does it seem as if she treats my siblings better? Why don't I get I love you's like my brother and sister? I don't know I might sound crazy, but that's how I felt, so once again I went to my dad and asked and he told me not to say that stuff  and that my mom loves me. He didn't understand how I felt and he never did until the secret came out.