My love for you

Why did this happen...

At that moment it was all gone. I said I love you to her but instead of her saying I love you to, she just ran. I chased after her but she was to fast. After that day I thought I would never see her again but was i wrong...? Years past I went to find a better job than the one im working in. There was a business company so they payed a lot I suggested and they did. Once I found out who the CEO was I was shocked after all those years I finally found my love, my Rose. She said: b-but h-how did you find me. I said I didn't I just wanted a better job than my current one. Surprisingly in my mind she didn't tell me to leave. I did stare at her many times but not in a stalker way just in a I have a crush on you still get back together with me. 2 weeks after working the job then I finally had the guts to say give me 1 week for you to fall in love with me and she said yes! First day, we went on a date I got her Flowers a tulip her favorite. Second day, I took her to see a sunset and watched it go down then I took her home. Third day, she was really busy that day so I helped her a lot and made her calm since the work was really stressful. Fourth day, went to a festival and it was really fun we did a lot of rides. Fifth day, we went to watch a movie or two. I finally took her home and gave her a kiss when she went back to her house. That night was one of the best nights that happened to me. Sixth day, was a regular day but we had lunch together and did our separate ways when work was over. The last day, we went on another day date it was great. But at night I said I love you. She took awhile to answer but then she finally answered. Rose: I love you to. I was so happy we got back together. A couple months passed by and we didn't live together so we lived in different areas. The one afternoon she left to go home and she never responded if she got back safe. Next day she didnt even come in for work. When I checked the news on my phone I was on shock. I dropped my phone and ran to the hospital and never stopped. She didn't make it. I cried for day,months, and a year I couldn't get over her ever. This was all my fault if we never even got together this would have never happened. What if this could all go back I never worked for her and we never got backed together what if that could work?! So i prayed, my prayer was answered God gave me a choice for this to never happen or keep it that way. Boom!!! I was back at the front door where I would have walked in. I walked away so she would have never died since it was my fault. Since she was famous I found out that she got married and I thought well at least your happy. I didn't move on it at least took me 6 years to move on. I knew where she lived to I wrote a letter saying " Hey Rose, I dont think you remember me but its Jacob. I'm so glad you moved on. I'm sorry to tell you this way but I killed myself I'm so sorry I just couldn't bare myself. Everyday I miss you every night I miss you cuddling me. I just want you to know P.S I still love you my Rose... - Love Jacob. She bursted into tears. The cops found the body since she showed the cops the letter and she knew where he lived. He didn't have money to make a funeral so she did. She putted a bunch of sunflowers since those were his favorites. Rose: I still love you please come back.