Nothing Really Matters Anymore

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Hey guys I'm the popular Barbie-*hack* Okay I can't do it. I'm actually the loner nerdy twin sister of the popular Jacobi. I'm Natalie but you can call me Nat. Not that anyone cares.

You'd think that the nerd would at least have 1 or 2 best friends but let me tell you. Everyone on this school is against me. All because of the real Barbie Teresa Collins. She's my brothers girlfriend.

I hate her. And because no one knows that I am his identical twin sister she thinks I'm trying steal him away from her.

Like I really give a fuck.

So I don't speak. My parents are always focused on Jacobi. I just figured why should I say anything to them. Whenever I show them something I get sent to my room or I get yelled at for trying to show him up.

My mom slapped me because I told her I got a 100 on my test when I was in 2nd grade. She said you're gonna make your brother mad.

As if I really gave a fuck what he felt. So I stopped talking to them ever since the incident. It never went away.

*Flashback*
"Hey girly how ya doin? " said some guy who walked in the house. Clearly drunk."What do you want? " I managed to say terrified. "Let's have fun! " He grabbed me and pulled my pants down. I realized it was my brother. "Cobi stop! " He came to his senses. "Get away from me you slut! " I fell to the ground and began to cry. I ran to my room. I could hear him telling mom what happened as if it were my fault.

She stormed in my room and beat me with a bat. I couldn't scream from the shock. My father just watched. After she left I laid in my bed wondering if I should be alive. I tried to cut myself and I couldn't do it.

*Present*

I never forgot that day. I just stopped trying. But I didn't really on them. I walked to DMV and got my drivers licence. I got a job and bought my own Ford Taurus. I buy my own clothes and food. I even pay rent cause I'm planning to move out of here the first chance I get.

Okay guys tell me what you think! I'm already know I'm gonna like this story so I'm gonna keep going! ( ˘ ³˘)♥love you my bebes keep being panda!

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