"So guys? " I called after John and Cobi. "Yeah? " they answered simultaneously. "I have come up with our life rule. It's called F.I.S.H." I told them as their expressions changed. "What does that mean?"
"Fuck it shit happens. So don't hold on to any grudges. " I explained. "Nice. Hey Talia? " John called. I only allowed him to give me a nickname using my real name. "Yeah? " I called back.
"We need to get you a new wardrobe. So let's head to the mall." he said grabbing his keys. "Alright let me get my coat."
I ran up to my room grabbed my coat then followed him out the door. "Hey J? Can we go on a brother/sister date? " I asked him hoping we could hang out all day. "Yeah go get Cobi. " he said smiling at me.
I texted him and he came immediately. "Yay! I get to hang with ma sista!" Cobi yelled in the car. "Yeah well I suggested it so you're welcome. "
"I want to take you guys somewhere special. " my brother said smiling at us. "Where? " I asked wearily. "To my college! Enjoy the ride! " he said making me flinch at his loud voice.
Oh goody. 〒_〒
******************"Nat. Wake up we're here. "
My eyes fluttered open and I stretched. "I want more sleepy time! Leaf meh alone! " I whined. My brother carried me somewhere and I fell back to sleep.
3 hours later...
I woke back up and realized I was in my brothers dorm. So I grabbed my phone and called him to get me. "Hey John I just woke up, can you get me?....okay.... Bye. " After I hung up I climbed out of his bed to stretch.
That was a good nap. Maybe I should lay off the studying for awhile. I looked around his room. His room tidy for the most part. He always was a neat freak. I laughed to myself as I looked at his picture of all of us playing in the mud as kids.
That was before my parents started hating me. I really don't understand why. I've always wanted to make them proud of me. But they just never seemed to pay attention. I kept looking at the pictures and I gradually just became part of the background.
I realized my cheeks were wet with tears. I wish my parents would love me. I heard the door open and I saw my brother. "Nat? Oh my god what's wrong? " he asked holding me in his arms. "Why don't they love me John?
I try so hard to make them notice me and be proud but they just don't care! " I screamed into his chest. I just broke down completely. "Natalia I'm sorry. I wish I knew why, but I don't. The were so many times I wanted them to stop hitting you and yelling at you, but I was weak. " he told me rubbing circles on my back.
"Sometimes I think I'm a curse to our family. Remember the time Mom said I couldn't play? But I didn't listen and once made Cobi break his arm. She pushed me down the stairs and fractured my ankle. I thought I deserved it but then it just got more and more confusing. " I told him in stuttering breaths.
"Look at me. I'm taking care of my baby sister okay. I love you and I will make sure no one hurts you starting with Marcus Black. " he said smirking at me.
"He asked me to be his girlfriend. I said yeah but I wanted your permission since your my legal guardian. " I said quickly. He laughed at me. "Yeah you can date him I'm fine with it. But if he hurts my baby, I'll kill him. "
He said in a serious tone. I hugged him and he helped me up. "Sorry.. I'm such a crybaby. " I said sniffling. He wiped my tears away. "There we are. Good as new. Now let's go Mackenzie's with Jack. " he said grabbing my hand and starting toward the door.
"I don't like meeting new people! C'mon they're gonna think I'm weird! " I exlaimed trying to pull away from him."They'll love you now stop whining." he said staring dragging me away.
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