9. Better off

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*recap*
I was really tired from all the swimming and everything. Payton was already in bed and I was brushing my teeth when I got a text from uh Riley?
I opened it and it said.

"Meet me downstairs after everyone is asleep, I think you want to know something about your little boyfriend"

What does she want to say to me?
*end of recap*

Payton was really sleepy and he placed his head on my chest. At like 12am I got a text to come downstairs and I tried to get up. Payton tried to keep me there but I told him I'll go drink some water and I'll be back. I feel kinda bad for lying to him. Avani also got out of her room and we were both really confused. Riley looked at us with a smirk.

Riley- "Do you want to know why these boys got with you and why they keep it going"

Avani- "You're just tryna ruin our relationships, especially y/n's cause you like Payton"

Riley- "I'm just trying to help you realize they're not the ones"

I didn't want to believe anything she said and I couldn't say anything, I just stared at the ring he gave me.

Riley- "they made a bet about you two, they said they want to fuck you"

Avani- "No they didn't, stop lying" Avani got really angry, she started yelling and she will most likely wake the whole house up.

"I- I don't believe you" then she showed us a video of them talking and saying exactly what she told us

Avani- "no no, this is not true" she was yelling so hard

I just sat there crying, I wanna go to my room take some pills, blast lil peep and wait til I go to his real concert

She was screaming and then some people came and looked at us from the stairs Payton and Anthony came down the stairs and Payton made eye contact with me. I opened my mouth trying to say something, I was so hurt, betrayed, heartbroken, I quickly ran into the first room I saw and avani was right behind me. It's official, I wanna die. I pulled Avani to my chest and hugged her, she was crying and I was sobbing but I tried to stop for her

"It's gonna be ok Avani, every little thing is gonna be alright"
She just cried harder

Payton's POV
Y/n went to get water but she didn't come back. I started hearing yelling then crying. I got out of our room to see if y/n was okay. I was speechless when I saw both y/n and avani in front of Riley crying. She told them, they weren't supposed to know, I changed my mind immediately, it didn't mean anything to me.

What the hell we gon do now?

Riley is just a bitch. Y/n is never gonna forgive me an I don't blame her. I don't deserve her anyways..
I ran over to where y/n and avani went. I knocked on the door and told them to get out so we can talk.

"Y/n please, please get out and let me explain" Anthony also tries to get them out. Charli and Addison got everybody back to their rooms so we can talk. I don't know what to do and I start crying

"Y/n, please, I love you" I say between sobs
The door hung open and she ran in my arms, she was crying and it made me cry harder. I have such a weak spot for her

"Please stop crying"

"W-why did you do that to me?" She said sobbing

"I didn't mean it, I immediately liked you, I'm so sorry but I actually love you"

Y/n looked at me and she got sadder than she was

"I love u too Payton, so so much, but"

No no no, what does she mean with but

"But I think we are better off as friends"

"You're kidding right?"

"Payton you hurt me, what am I supposed to do" she said looking confused

"I don't know but don't break up with me, you're being selfish"

"Payton wait"

"No I get it y/n, just leave me lonely"

Back you your POV
Nooo, I didn't mean it like that. Not friends just no kissing and things I don't want to break up with him. He did so many things that made me happy and this is how I repay him. I believe him when he says he loves me and I love him too. Now he is in our room and he is mad at me, ugh I'm so so dumb. I'm gonna let him calm down a bit. Anthony and avani are already back together and they emerge upstairs to clear everything out.

I sat on my own in the kitchen and I decided to ask Billie and Ariana if they could face time cause I need their help. They immediately agreed and I called them.

Y/n| Ariana| Billie
Hey y/n what's up
Yeah, how are- omg y/n why are you crying?
It's Payton, *you tell them everything that happened
Did you guys for real use words from my songs?
They are so relatable.. I love u so much
I love u too
What about me?
I Love u Bills
I love u too y/ n
And Payton loves u too, when he contacted us he told us about you and how in love he is with you. I wasn't supposed to come to that concert but he made me come, and I'm so glad he did because I got the chance to meet you. You most likely know about me and Mac
Ari you don't have to tell me, I said getting really emotional because I've been her fan since day one and I know how important Mac is to her
It's okay y/n, so we broke up because of a stupid reason and I never stopped loving him. We got closer again until it happened we actually talked about our future so whatever you do, keep him y/n you deserve someone like him so much
I totally agree, Payton is a great guy
Thank you girls, you helped me a lot, I love u I said giggling
I know I helped you the most Billie was laughing hard right now I literally just agreed with everything Ariana said
Ariana was laughing too y/n go talk to him and sort things out and if you wanna use words from a song now, use into you or REM or needy so he knows you care and that you're sorry too
Will do, I said laughing. Bye guys
Bye y/n

I went upstairs and I was in front of our room and I knocked
Here goes nothing
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