bad boys loves good girls

Chapter 4 : in love

Should i really trust him ?

Yes i think i should

He was the schools bad boy, and he was a man slut but he was also the lonely sad josh, and i liked that josh ALOT

"I was bullied until i was 13, people called me fat, ugly, dumb .. and other kind of words ..

It used to really hurt my feling so i bacame suicidal and i started euh.. i started euh .. um .. "

" what is it isabelle ? "

" selfharm, starving myself .. and all those stuff ..

" oh isabelle you are not fat, you are not ugly, you are the most beautiful girl i've ever seen "

I was blushing. I cant beleive he actually said that , he thought i was beautiful !

That boy was driving me crazy !

" and then , my mom passed aways and i had to come here and live with my dad .. "

" isabelle im so sorry .. "

I did not answer because i knew that if i spoke.. even one word, i was going to start crying and i didnt want to show him i was weak ..

" im sorry " he said

" for what ? " 

" i didnt know you were bullied before .. and i spilled ur juice on you the first day of school "

" its okay josh im used to it "

" well not anymore isabelle because i wont let that happen, i wont let anyone hurt you anymore"

I just smiled not knowing what to answer, he was being so nice to me right now.

He stood up and said he was going to drive me home and i agreed .

" can you come over ? "

" um i dont know i should probably get home and.. "

" please " he begged

" but .. "

" thank you !" He said not leaving me the time to say no. We parked in front of his house and i noticed that my house was a couple blocks away .. we lived just a few minutes from each others ! Wtf !

He saw the confused look on my face and said : " yup, i live just next to you, know what that means ? " he had a large smirk on his face.

" no i dont please explain yourself "

He just giggled so i did too and then we got out from the car, and went in, to his .. amazing , big and richly decorated house .

He was going up the stairs to his room so i followed him, his room had a king sized bed, a desk, a couch and tv also .

I saw something weird on the floor so i bent down to pick it up and asked "whats that ?" It was a small trophy with eye glasses on it, he didnt answer, he was blushing.

So i asked again : " josh ? Whats that ? "

"A trophy "

" for what ? "

" if i tell you , do you promise that you will never like ever tell anyone about it ? "

" yes ! I promise "

" it was for a brain quiz i did last year, and i won first place. "

" seriously ? YOU doing a BRAIN quiz ? "

I was laughing so hard, that i had to sit down on his bed to not faint.

He was laughing as well but was blushing at the same time .

He stared at me and said " there is something about you different from the other girls "

What did he mean??

He came closer and put his hands around my waste and pulled me to him so that our bodies were touching. I could feel the warmth and the hardness of his body, and i liked it.

He then whispered in my ear " i want you so badly isabelle "

He the leaned in and started kissing me softly at first, but then it became wilder and wilder. He put his hands under my shirt and took my right breast in his palm, and squeezed it hard. I moaned and i felt him shiver. He pulled me up and i placed my legs around his waist .

He walked towards his bed and laid me on it without stopping kissing me.

He then removed his shirt and reach for mine.

" stop, stop"

He immediatly stopped and looked at me "i'm so sorry, i didnt ask if you wanted this or not "

I actually enjoyed it and as soon as he stopped i felt that i wanted one more kiss but i just didnt say a word and left his place.

I was now sitting in my bed with my laptop on my knees, i couldnt stop thiniing about what happened earlier today.

My head was hurting and soon everything went black .