Bad Boy

Dont go

It's been about 2 weeks since Jesse was diagnosed and you have not left the hospital Justin tells you to leave and to shower and take a nap and when you get back he will do the same
When you get back to the hospital Jesse is playing with another little boy and Justin is talking with his mom
You touch justins shoulder
Justin: sleep well baby
Rose: yes
You kiss him go get some rest
You sit down
Kelly: hi I'm kelly
Rose: nice to me you I'm Rose
Jesse runs you to you
Jesse: I missed you mommy
Rose: I missed you to baby
He huges you and you huge back and he goes back to playing
Rose: how old is your son
Kelly: 8
Rose: he's a cutie what's his name
Kelly: Alex if you don't min me asking when was Jesse diagnosed Justin didn't want to talk about it
Rose: oh um just 2 weeks ago
Kelly: I'm sorry
You see Lexi walk out with tears in her eyes
Rose: one moment I will be back can you watch Jesse
Kelly: yes
You walk over to Leix
Rose: what's wrong
Lexi: she had her scenes and it's worse
You feel a bit in your stoma as if it was your kid and you began to cry
Rose: I'm so sorry
And you huge her and she crys into your arms

It's about 1 week till Christmas
Justin comes back from his nap with huge bags of toys in his hand and he hands them to you
Justin: we are going to go give these to all the kids
Rose: me
Justin : Jesse probaly won't want to do
Rose: okay you smile
And you go to each room and Justin comes for a little bit when Kelly watches Jesse play
You get to Lilly's room
And it's dark in the room and her mom sitting in there holding her hand
You walk in first and Lilly looks up and she gets a huge smile on her face
Rose: hi angle face
You hold out 3 toys
Rose: marry ealry Christmas sweet heart
Lilly: for me
Justin: just for you sweetie
Lexi: Justin I know the last thing you want to do with a sick baby but can you take a picture with Lilly
Justin: I would love to
Justin sits in the bed lifting Lilly onto his lap
Lilly: thank you mr Justin
Justin: you can just call me Justin sweetie
Justin huges Lexi and whispers we will pray for her and then kisses lolly on the top of her bald head
You walk up the next morning and Justin standing next to Jesse as he sleeps and he's crying and shanking and holding something in his had
You walk over to him and see him holding some of jesses hair
You huge him and and began to cry and Justin drops the hair