Chapter one

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PROLOGUE
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"It's time baby get in the bed"

"Do you have the 600$"
I said hurt because I hate doing this.

"Yes I do now come on get the fuck in the bed" he said mad.
God at 16 I never thought that prostitution would be an option at my age but you got to do what you got to do to get the money.With me living by myself and no one else helping me I have no other choice.

I get on the bed and lay down and the 35-year-old man with probably a family and kids lays on top of me.The whole time the process goes on I think about what my life would've been without this shity life ,happy, I think of my life as not a battle.That I have to get through each day.

About an hour later with me walking out of the hotel and with another $600 in my hand.I walk to the nearest convenience store in the walk as fast as I can to the restroom to look at my appearance.My blonde short hair is Madded everywhere my black eye make up smeared.My eyes bloodshot red!

I looked on my purse and get a pack of marble black cigarettes out I light one and put it in my mouth.As I tilt my head back and breathe out the smoke I can feel the tension of life just float away as the white smoke does out of my mouth.
I walk out of the restroom with the cigarette still in my mouth I end up losing my balance and everything out of my purse falls out ..,mascara,condoms,The pack of cigarettes,tampons and luckily I had my money in my back pocket.I get down on my knees and try to pick everything up with the fastest motion I can't without attracting attention to myself.
Until I see a fairly attractive young man..looks about 17 18 walk over to me and tries to help me he is wearing a nirvana T-shirt black skinny jeans and Converse black hightops with medium blonde hair
Without a word he bends down and picks up my tampons first then the condoms then I pick up the rest.

"So what's your name"he says smiling up at me with a medium deep voice.
"You don't need to know my name I'm grateful that you help me pick up my items but goodbye"
As soon as I say goodbye his smile flashes into a frown
" O ok sorry I thought that we would just get to know each other cents I just tried to help you"
"Thank you for your help but no"I say as I take a drag of my cigarette.
I look past him and without a word I walk away
When I walk away he turns around and starts to stutter " I ....I.. Umm I'm sorry"
I just ignore him and walk out of the convenient store.
As I'm about halfway back to my apartment complex all I hear down the road is cat calls and whistles directed towards me like I'm a piece of meat.Before I open my door I took off my high heels and get the keys out of my purse unlock my door I step into my apartment the first thing I see.
Is the darkness of the apartment I walk over to the kitchen without turning on any lights and I get a drink of water and I had straight to my bedroom. I through my high heels on the opposite side of the room I get down to my bare body and crawling to bed...

And cry and cry and cry my self to sleep

I wake up at 3:45 a.m with a pounding headache so I walk to my bathroom and grab six sleeping pills I honestly do not care if it kills me or not.

And by 4:00 I was a sleep and hopefully for good.

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This is just to give you the setting of the book.

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