Jordan: what's happening
Ybn: jay and Yn fucked around now Yn pregnant with his kid
Jordan: technically
I looked down trying to hold back my tears
Yn: that's not eve-
Nahmir looks at me
Jordan: nah fuck that shit
Jordan bust threw the door jay was sitting on the couch Jordan pushes him in the face
Jordan: stupid ass little nigga that's my fucking little sister
He slams him on the floor Nahmir jumps in I tried pulling them off but fell back holding my stomach sum other niggas jump in one hits me in the belly
Yn: ahhh shit no stop guys
I mange to get Nahmir and Jordan off
Ybn: y the fuck did u sleep with this mf now he got ya ass pregnant Yn this type of shit is not cute
Jay: pregnant?
Yn: I didn't sleep with him and I don't think this shit is cute
Ybn: yes u did the fuck u talking about
Yn: omg I'm done
Ybn: done with fucking what Yn
Yn: I don't got to explain shit to u Jordan please take me home this nigga is getting on my nerves
I rubbed my stomach
Yn: jay I hope u go to hell for what u did
Jay: I'll see that baby there to
Nahmir just left to some other place I got dropped off at my house I walked in the house with tears in my eyes and took off my slides I took off my clothes and looked at the busies I had on my back and inner thighs
Yn: god y did it have to be me I don't think I can take this shit any more my boyfriend hates me I lost friends I lost myself from that night I just should of stayed home
He took my soul from me I will never ever forgive him a rush of anger hit me Nahmir got home I went into the other room
Ybn: Yn
I walked past him he grabs my arm
Ybn: y didn't u just stay home we wouldn't even be in this mess
Yn: I thought it would be fun to go out turns out it was just a fucking nightmare
Ybn: but y wit my friend my dawg
Yn: NICHOLAS U DONT KNOW THE WHOLE STORY BEHIND THAT SHIT U JUST FUCKING ASSUMED
Ybn: YOUR PREGNANT WITH HIS BABYYYYY GET THAT SHIT THROUGH UR HEAD TF
Yn: ITS FUCK THROUGH MY HEAD THE MF TOOK- YK WHAT
I unlocked my phone and went to me and jays text messages I threw the phone at him
Yn: HERE BITCH READ THE FUCKING MESSAGES SINCE U THINK U KNOW EVERYTHING NIGGA
I grabbed the keys
Yn: ITS NOT EVEN LIKE THAT I WILL NEVER EVER GO BEHIND UR BACK MIR I LOVED U AND THATS SOME SICK SHIT
I headed out the door I wasn't having this shit again I got on the car and drove off then I felt a really painful cramp
Yn: ahhh shit
I held my stomach as I looked trough the car for pain relief I look back up and seen a truck I turned out the seat and hit a tree and black out then I woke up in the hospital it was like my whole like flashed before my eyes my mom was by my bed crying
Yn: ow what the fuck
My mom looked up at me
Ymn: Yn
She gives me a hug then the doctors walked in
Doc: Yn ur wake
Yn: hi?
Doc: I'm your doctor James
Yn: what happened to me
Doc: you've been in a really bad accident and I'm sorry to say this but u lost the baby
Yn: no no no no no
I break down crying my mom holds me close to her and cry's with me
Yn: NOT MY BABYYYYYYYYYY*cry's*
i couldn't eat nor sleep at all the next day Nahmir came to visit me I forgot all about the lil fight we had
Yn: It's-it's gone My-my-my baby
Nahmir hugs me really tight I cry in his arms
Yn: it's not fair he wins
Ybn: no no he didn't
Yn: I'm sorry for not telling u
Ybn: I'm so sorry I didn't know mamas
He gives me my phone back
Ybn: just know when I see that motherfucker I'm shooting that nigga dead in his face
Yn: no that no what we funna do
The doctor walks in
Doc: we noticed that u had a couple of bruises on u what was that from
Yn: a bicycle accident
Doc: u sure cause they don't seem like em to me
Yn: oh I never get abused
Doc: I'm not saying u do
Yn: but u are though
Next thing u know a female cop walks in she wanted to talk one on one I told her I was fine a few days later I'm released I go back home and i wanted to share my story to the people so girls that been in my shoes know that they are not alone and after that they can get back up with positive people by there side just know ur strong and you are worth it
#metoo
