Love Imperfections 2

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THE BROTHERS
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Earlier That Day ...

Tahiry
I grab the bag full of money and went upstairs and started to put the money into my safe after I put all the money in my safe I locked it up and started on another painting. Once I started the painting I began think about Giovanni and I realized the painting I'm painting reminds of the love I have for him . After a few hours I finished the painting and wrapped it up for his birthday tomorrow . I know that's kinda big of me to do

"so have you decided if your going to the grand opening?" said shanice
" yeah I actually have and I'm not going!!!"
" tah why not it's goin to be lit why wouldn't you wanna go" shanice shouted
" I thinks it's best I don't go but you look cute"
" do I thank you but I'll see you later okay" said shanice
" see ya"
" hey tah , it's okay to still be in love with him everything doesn't have to be perfect about you none one can judge you for going with your heart.

I haven't drink in years and next thing I know I'm picking up a bottle, from my memory me and Giovanni we're going on a break . During our "break" he's been with different women every other day . Then on top of that he exposed hisself being a father which I'm perfectly sure that's why he needed his space, but for some reason I don't hate him .

I vented to my mom so much about this man about everything about our relationship and I still don't have a reason to hate him . I decided to FaceTime my big momma just to see what I can do .

*phone rings*

" hey big momma"
" hey tahiry, what's wrong baby" said big momma
" big momma I need your advice on something"?
" ok I'm listening" said big momma
" big momma ever since me and Giovanni went our separate ways I've been able to talk or look at another man like I serious turn men down ; and after everything I still love him I just don't know what to do big momma"
" listen I want you to do something I want to get a pin and paper and write the good things Giovanni done for you and the bad things his done if the bad out ways the good then go on with your life and if the good out ways the bad then go get yo man baby" said big momma
" okay big momma"
" I'll talk to you later" said big momma
" ok bye big momma"

After I got off FaceTime with my big momma I grab a piece a paper and pin and started writing

Good Things
. he fixed a broken heart that he didn't break
. he was sensitive to all my needs
.he believed and helped me with me dreams
. He was supportive
. He was gently and lovable
. He was honest and he trustworthy
. He was understanding on  the fact I wasn't ready to make the a move for a intimate level and he respected it
. He was kindhearted and vulnerable
. He wanted a future with me
. He was a protector and made me feel safe everywhere

Bad Things
. He was a drug connect
. He ran from his problems
. He didn't like that Im a stripper
......

I drop the pin and I started to cry .

Flashback
Tahiry lately I been having a lot going on in my life and my life is fucked up right now and I just need to find myself in order to be in a committed and healthy relationship. said Giovanni
" Giovanni what you mean ."
"I'm not this perfect man you think T I don't love myself to love you and I  can't drag you down like I'm  doing myself and for me to get myself together I gotta get rid of my distractions and one of my distractions is you ..... I think right now we don't have time for each other no more I feel like im not with the person I met a year ago ."said Giovanni
" so you feel like I don't have time for you . When your the one who's always in the streets or on business trip but I'm to busy for our relationship."
"Exactly my point you not understanding the part that I'm a business man it's goin be times when I'm not going to be around . I just think right now it's best for us to be apart ."said Giovanni
" I thought you loved me "
"I do shorty ; I adore you .... I worship the the rain , the grass , and ground you  walk on the only thing I ever wanted to do was come into your life and make you happy and the only way I can do that is if I step aside and let you be happy . I rather you be lonely than unhappy and I just think it's best for us to be friends ." said Giovanni
"so me to tell me I'm supposed be okay with this , so we break up and be friends?"
Look T I love you but what I'm going through something that you ain't built for it ." said Giovanni
" so now you tell me what I'm built for ?"
"I didn't mean it like that ; I just think it's best for us not be together right now tahiry ." said Giovanni
" so that's what this is ?"
" I gotta do what I gotta do"said Giovanni