is this love?

Chapter 4

Beverley's pov

After that night I had sex with Chris I've been avoiding him like hell he calls my phone back to back constantly. I know I need to talk to him, but I'm not ready to face the fact we had sex then having to talk to him I just can't at least not yet. Today is Vanessa, Adrian, and the twins birthday. we are having a birthday party later on around 2 at pump it up I'm getting Vanessa dressed in some overalls a black shirt some low top 11 inferred 6's she didn't want me to do her hair so I just put it up in a pretty curly ponytail with her cute little bows she picked out to go with her outfit right now we were in the mall waiting on Kiya to bring Madison and jaylin. those were resse kids, me and Kiya became friends after I went down to Athens for my cousins baby shower I wasn't a big fan of hers when she fell out with April and that shit but come to find out she's really cool her twins and nessa became real good friends. They are 2 months apart. Well I have good news me and Keyshawn are dating well talking we decided to take things slow, for the sake of nessa I don't want her thinking she has 2 dads, but I just hope when I talk to Chris we resolve this issue that its calm and not hostile. Keyshawn is meeting me here in the food court he works here at the mall at footlocker. he's coming when he gets on break I hope he gets off
in time for the birthday party. I want Vanessa to meet him before the party so she knows off him.

Me-Vanessa come here I said as I saw Keyshawn walking towards us

Vanessa- are the twins here yet? She said smiling you could see her missing tooth in the front

Me-not yet but I have someone for you to meet. I smiled as he walked to the table

Vanessa-who mommie? She made a face

Me-I turned her towards Keyshawn hunnie this is Keyshawn Keyshawn this is my daughter Vanessa

Keyshawn-hey Vanessa he shook her hand

Vanessa-hey Shawn Shawn she giggled can I call you that? She said as she shook his hand

Keyshawn-hmm Shawn Shawn? He rubbed his imaginary chin hair, yes you can he smiled hey look I got you something, I heard it was your birthday so he took a bag from behind him and gave it to her open it up

Me- I gently took the bag from her. not now. you can open it at your birthday party I say it on the table we were at.

Vanessa-hey no fair. she crossed her arms over her chest while she poked her bottom lip out

Keyshawn-yea no fair he did the same as her

Me-ok if you both don't fix those attitudes neither one will get cake I said pinching both of their cheeks and winked at keyshawn

Both off them-ok ok

Vanessa-hey so are you my mommies' boyfriend? She said as Keyshawn picked her up

Me and Keyshawn both looked from her to each other I nodded at him telling him that he can talk for him self and then me and Vanessa looked at him

Keyshawn-umm how can I put this. no he paused not just yet. why? Do you want me to be? He looked at me from the corner of his eye

Vanessa- she was silent for a few seconds then spoke yes because you buy me presents she said hugging his neck

We all laughed but me and Keyshawn sighed at the same time. that was close for a minute I was a bit worried he put her down and gave her a quarter and told her to go play at the game machine she ran off and we turned so that we would be watching her while we talked

Me-that was close I said said as I watched her run to the machine as I layer me head on his sheer since that's were I stopped at

Keyshawn-he pulled me so that I was I front off him and wrapped his arms around my waist and put his chin the crook of my neck yea it was but I gotta go in like 2 minutes my break it almost over babe. He turned me so that I was facing him