New Girl In The Traphouse

Part 2 🖤

TW: SELF HARM
We got to the trap house and Jake come out and hugged me , so did Corey . Aaron just fist bumped me. Sam held my hand tightly and we walked into the house. I sat down in the living room and Colby sat next to me . He smiled and so did I . I gave him a hug since I haven't seen him in so long and I have missed him so much .
I felt him hug me back .
Y/n can u come to my room I need to talk to u ! Shouted Sam .
Sorry Colby I will be back I said that's fine he replied.
I went up the stairs and into Sams room and I sat on his bed .
What's wrong ? I asked
S:Y/n I feel like you have feelings for Colby
Y/n: what no ! He's like a brother to me and I miss him that's all !
S: really ?
Y/n: yes Sam I love you and only you !
The next thing I knew he kissed me and I kissed him back.
I held his hand
come on Sam let's go back downstairs I said .
We went downstairs and we all played video games.
J: you guys hungry?
Everyone: yes !
J: okay I will get some pizza 🍕
-20 mins later -
I went into the kitchen to put my plate in the
sink and my phone buzzed .
Ex boyfriend 🙄
Ex: Hey y/n I miss you how long has it been 3 years ?
Y/n: How are you texting me your meant to be in prison ?
Ex: Oh I am back I got let out today and I can't wait to see u
Y/n: What ? leave me alone I am with Sam now and I am happy
Ex: You moved on ?
Y/n: Yes! You abused me ,you are toxic
Ex:typing ...
Before I could read his response I started to go dizzy and I couldn't breath I ran to the bathroom and locked the door .
The memories flooded my mind.
I needed to stop the pain .
I went through my bag and I found my blade.
I thought I would only do one but one turned into two and two turned into my whole arm .
I realised I was wearing a short sleeved top and I couldn't go back out .
I didn't want Sam to see .
I texted Colby .
Colby 🥺🖤
Y/n: Colby ?
C:yes ?
Y/n : Can you bring me one of your hoodies to sam's bathroom please ?
C: Yes but why ?
Y/n : I will explain once your bring in to me
C: okay coming now
I tried to control my breathing but it wasn't working . I felt light headed I thought I was gonna pass out. My eyes went black .