Suicide runs threw my head everyday. I wanna self harm but i cant. I cant because theres a girl in my life that i love and can never leave.... I wanna get a knife and slice my throat get a 9m.m and blow my brains out but the thought of seeing her cry stops me... One day when i was about to cut she texted me "i love you" i just broke down and cried knowing i was about to kill my self. If she didn't text those words i wouldn't be righting this right now so thank you for loving me when i felt hated... If it wasn't for you id be in the ground
