He's gone

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Nakaupo sa kilid ng dalampasigan, Ninanamnam nito ang hangin na bumabalot sa katawan nila.

"EJ,gusto mo bang maging masaya?"

"Masaya na hindi ako kasama?"

"'Di ba, iyan naman ang gusto mo. Maging masaya na wala ako?" Pilit na ngumiti ni Ziera kahit gusto na niyang umiyak. Wala kasi siyang choice kundi bitawan nalang si Roli kaysa ipilit ang kanilang relasyon na wala namang patutunguhan.

Kay ganda nang gabi eh, kay ganda nang gabie para tapusin ang kung anong meron sila. Pero walang magagawa si Roli hindi na kasi masaya si Roli sa kanya. Palagi na lang sila nag-babangayan at bati pagod na rin si Ziera na makikitang nasasaktan si Relmer sa kanya. All she did was to love him unconditionally but it was just a wasted love. She efforted too much but end up that her effort becomes a waste.

They hugged each other. For the last time, they hugged. He hugged her tight and she hugged him tight too. She try to win him back again. She try to win back again his love that fell out. But, Roli's decision is already set. He will leave her and end up their relationship that last for a year and 6 months.

"Ziera, we can be friends naman. Nothings gonna changed but only the level of our relationship. We may not be lovers anymore , but we can be friends. You can still reach me out and I can still help you but not as lovers anymore."

"I don't want that. Pleas don't leave me I love you pleaseeeeee"

Ziera don't want that stage because she really love him so much. She did everythig for him because that is how she loves. She loves to the point that one day it can break not just her heart but her soul.

"I'm sorry, you are just a rebound. I dont really love you. I am just excited for the feeling on what is to be in a relationship. Please, ziera, let's stop this. You are just a rebound. I don't really love you."

She hugged him so tight. She's confused on what is really the feeling of EJ.

Zuera decided to take a nap first on Roli's lap to ease the pain she had on her heart. She couldn't let him go, she really love him so much to let him go but she don't have a choice because she thinks love takes sacrifices. Ayaw niyang bitawan si EJ kasi mahal na mahal niya ito pero hindi kasi na mahal ni EJ si Ziera. All of the sudden, he fell out of love for her.

While Ziera try to act she was sleeping, Roli couldn't stop crying.

"I'm sorry, I'm really really sorry, Ziera"

" I-i-i am really really sorry." He couldn't stop crying. Ziera got confused on what is really the feeling of Roli.

"I-i-i'm sorry" for the last night and day with her, relmer touch her face and cry out loud. It was too painful. It was too painful to ler go of the girl who loves you so much. It was too painful to let go the first girlfriend who treated you as only her king. But it wasn't enough, his love fell out. He wanted to stay but some part of him said not to and just stop it. Ziera tries not to cry and just continue acting like she was sleeping.

"Thank you so much, Ziera. Thank you so much for everything. I-i-ii'm sorry." Umiiyak si EJ, he was in pain too. He's confused if he will gonna breakup with her and set her free. EJ love her so much but this time the love he had for her was not enough.

"Bakit ka umiiyak? Diba di mo na ako mahal? You cannot even reply to my I love you."

"Umalis ka na! Ayaw na kitang makita. Please, leave. Leave, Roli, while it is not yet that painful."

"I wanted to sleep here. Go leave now please."

Pilit na umalis si EJ pero sinundan ito ni Ziera and beg for his love again. For the last time, she beg so much to make him stay. That night, the place were they felt their love was the place they all end. The place where their love started is the place where it ends.

Hinatid ni Relmer si Ziera sa kanilang bahay. Ziera's crib was quite creepy and dark so he needs to bring her back safely. While they were walking back to ziera's home, Ziera beg again and again but Roli's mind is already set.

"This is it Ziera, let's end this." For the last time, he hugged her tight and kiss her lips. That night, that night is a nightmare for her.

"Please naman, ohhh. Wag mo akong iwan Roli."

"I'm sorry. you go home now."

Nang makarating sa bahay si Ziera, She was crying again and again until her last breathe. She chatted him and beg not to leave.

To: EJ
EJ, please dont leave me. I love you.😥

She waited for his reply but he didnt replied. Nakatulog nalang si Ziera sa kahihintay pero walang reply man lang galing kay EJ.

In the morning, EJ replied to her message.

From: EJ
I'm sorry, ziera, but I don't want this anymore.

To: EJ
Bakit? Please, let me make a move. Ako naman ngayon ziera. I will win you back. I will win your love back please. Matutunan mo rin akong mahalin muli.

From: EJ
Ayoko na, ziera. Please, patahimikin mo na ako. Ayaw ko na! Pagod na ako.

To:EJ
Pagod na rin naman ako ah. Pero ipaglalaban ko pa rin.

From: EJ
Please let me go. Tapos na ako! Ayaw ko. Ayaw ko na ikaw ang magiging future ko.

To: EJ
Bakit EJ?

From: roli
Ayaw ko ikaw ang magiging future ko. Ayaw ko na ikaw ang magiging ina sa mga anak ko. At ayaw ko na sayo ako babagsak. Hindi mo ba naiintindihan? Please, let me go. Let me gooooo magpapakamatay na lang ako kung ayaw mo akong bitawan. Pagod na ako sa buhay ko. Pagod na rin ako sa iyo. Please, let me go and set me free. I'm tired.

From that moment, Ziers decided to stoo and set him free. At the end of everything they had, all she wants was the happiness for Roli. Hindi naman kasi siya selfish. She is not selfish to set Roli free and let go because at the end of the day, letting him go was the way to see him happy not with her but with someone else. That day, Ziera always want the best for EJ and hoping that EJ will realize all the sacrifices Ziera did for him.