This doesn't have to be a ship thing
As the school year progressed you had someone managed to befriend the yakuza, despite his efforts to remain a lone wolf. He had slowly been opening up to you, little by little. What he told you today though, was unexpected.
You knew that his life wasn't easy. As the ultimate yakuza, life was bound to be dangerous. The blonde had just admitted to you how close he had come to death in the past and told you about the number of times people had tried to kill him. He didn't seem phased as he revealed some of his many scars."It's weird you know... I've been so close to death so many times and I know this isn't the last, but it's terrifying. My actual death isn't even the part that scares me the most...." he trails off