Chapter 1: Me

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I never thought that I would ever be in a situation like this. Alone in my room, day after day.

The world is hit by a pandemic. And allmost everyone is locked in there house. Grocery shopping needs to be done alone, no more than 3 people in a meeting is allowed and even IF you go outside, make sure to be 5 feet apart.

My days consist of reading, studing and lying in my bed. It's the total opposite of what I used to do. I used to go to the gym 3 to 4 times a week and go to school on my bike. And by bike I meen motorcycle.

Yep me being the badass again. Or not actually, I wish I was. At lease a little more sarcastic would be nice.
But Nope I am a regular school girl, or stay at home girl nowadays. I don't have a life now and I didn't really have a life before this pandemie. I just ride a bike.

My mind goes wild on days like today. And by wild I meen, me being a total romantic mess. I fantasise about ways to meet THE man of my dreams while being trapped behind walls, or trapped by a stupid sickness which couses that the world to be a little less "grey."
If your young and healty, you will most likely be fine. Only old people with bad lungs end up dying. So no worries.

Back to THE man of my dreams. I Always thought that my heart loves darkisch, spanisch, playfullisch boys, but now I don't know 'cause boys I've been with, all turned out to be assholes. Well, all except one...

I am getting more Sick of being at home, then I could posibly get by being among people.
I have lived in this town for more that 10 years. 11 to be exact. I have Always been a girl who doesn't like to sattle. And in the past years I have developed a strong will to not have kids, ever. But a Handsome Hot Men? Not in a million years I let Him pass, but that is IF I every have the pleasure of meeting one.

This world is to fackedup, full of weird sexual Boys, who see girls as a bet, a game, a snack. Even the most awesome romantic novels and amateur books are build out of the perfect bad boy image.

Not sorry for my hate towards them, but that's just what you get if you talk to a Woman who almost had a boyfriend like that.

Enough words that don't really matter. As I was saying, I am fantasizing about ways to meet Him in days like these. And so far I have a list that consist of...

Not One Single Fucking Thing!

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