Here We Go Again

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It's 6 o'clock in the morning. You open up your eyes and stays still in peace and cozyness of your bed. You woke up too early, again.,,Fuck, why do I have to wake up sooner than my own alarm." you told yourself after making your way to the bathroom. It's the beginning of September, a new highschool year. The summerbreak was way too short for your liking. You looked at yourself in the mirror.,,Dude, you look like shit."your reflection staring back at you showed big bangs under your eyes, freckles on the nose and cheeks and messed up hair.,, Now I have actually time to take a shower in the morning." you threw her baggy shirt and underwear in the basket with other dirty loudry and stepped under the hot pouring water.,, God, this is pure bliss." your morning routine was simple, as always. After the shower you brushed your teeth and your long, wavy red hair. You have to dye it again because your natural black color is showing. It's a pain in the ass to dye such a dark color into bright red. You put on your clothes, no make up necessary. It's a waste of time and no one is actually looking at your presence. You put your hair into a messy bun and head downstairs into the kitchen. Your parents already left and your brother is still sleeping. That prick should get a job already. You got yourself a drink from the kitchen and your bag. As you put your boots on your phone buzzed.

'Hey Sam, wanna ditch today?'

It's one of your few friends Val. He's a fucking dick and the Balzerian family is not really the nicest people but the Balzerian brothers are actually pretty cool. They are just a little bit misunderstood. And Jay is a cutie pie with sex drive of an animal.

'Dude, it's the first day of school and you already want to ditch. Nah, I'm out.'

You responded and went outside. It was freaking hot outside.,,Shit, I hate summer. " it's true. You always hated summer. It's too hot, girls are even hotter and you are outside wearing jeans and a fucking hoddie while other chicks wear skirts and strapless shirts. Well, you feel more comfortable not showing to much skin. You are not skinny, you would describe yourself as kurvy but you don't want to attract any unwanted attention, you better hide that body of yours. ,,You know you can't hide it forever Sami, do you?" the day didn't even start and she is out to get you.,,Connie, I already told you I have nothing to show. And I'm not in the fucking mood. It's too early." you said while walking to school. ,, You are a sixteen year old virgin and you want to say to me you don't want to show some skin? Come on baby girl, I know you want to make people around you crazy and with that body of yours you could." sometimes she is right. It's not like you don't like your body but you just don't like when people are staring and it mostly depends on your mood. ,,Don't worry bout it, there'll be a day I will fuck till I can't stand but today is not the day. Now if you excuse me, I have a class to attend to." you walked into the building. As you were searching for your stuff in the locker someone tapped your shoulder. ,, Good morning Sam." you turned around and you met a beautiful smile. ,, Leah, oh thank God. It's good to see a friend in the morning before the hell starts again." Leah is like an angel in your personal hell. She always makes your day with her positive and some times bitchy attitude. You love it. In elementary you had a crush on her but that faded after some time because she not into girls. Long story short, you still stayed friends. ,,Don't be like that. I'm sure this year is going to be great." you smiled. ,,Yeah, maybe you right but please tell me your first subject is biology." she looked at me apologetic. ,, Sorry sweety, but no. I've got art. But we can see each other later. " you sighted. ,,Fine, I'll be going. See ya." you started searching for the science room until you found it. Two seats in the back are still free. ,,Yes! " you whispered to yourself as you slipped into your chair. The teacher came in and after five minutes someone interrupted. ,, It's nice you pleased us with your company Mr. Birch." this is literally the last person you wanted to see. ,, Yeah, whatever. " he looked around the class and saw there's only one seat left in the back beside you. Your heart suddenly stopped. He started walking towards you. ,, That's my seat, move over. " at that point you wanted to smack his face on the table. ,, I dint see your name on it." you looked him straight in the face and he looked at you. ,, You don't want to pick a fight with me fuck face." he growled at me. I smirked. ,, I might actually try to see what a limp dick you are. " the teacher screamed at us across the room. ,, Sit down already! " he gave up with an annoyed grunt and sat beside me. The first win after a while against Judd Birch. He is a psycho with a bitch ass attitude and a weirdo. Well, you're no better than him. You like dead things and you want to study pathology to slice dead people open. You were taking notes from the board but without your glasses you saw shit. You took your glasses from your bag and Judd beside you smirked.  You looked at him pissed. ,,What's so funny Birch."  you asked, still taking notes. ,,Nothing, you just look like an idiot in these." you said nothing about his stupid comment, cause you know he's right.

The first day was almost done. You sat behind the school in your favorite corner where no one could see you and smoked. It's the best place to be left alone. After a while you wanted to get up but a few feet away from you were people. You would get up if it was a normal situation and normal people but it was Judd with some random girl. She was pretty. He was pressing her against the wall and they were making out like there's no tomorrow. To be honest, that's pretty hot. ,,Oh my God, this boy knows what he wants. Do you wish to be in her place because I would." you blushed after what Connie said. ,,Don't be stupid. He is a fucking jerk, I hate that guy." But Connie didn't care what you said. ,,But look at him how he moves against her body, grinding at each other like wild animals. Just waiting to get fuc-" you flinched. ,, Connie, please stop saying stuff like that. " you didn't want to stare at them but you couldn't help yourself. Even though he is a fucking asshole, that girl looks like she is enjoying everything he is doing. You pressed your thigts together to stop this overwhelming feeling but it was to big. He pushed her skirt up and slid his fingers inside the girl. You started imagining things you shouldn't. As he was bitting the girls neck he made eye contact with you. Judd didn't stop his actions, he even smirked when he saw you watching them. Your body was frozen and you couldn't move. After a while he was done with her. She gave him a kiss and walked away like nothing happened. Judd walked towards the staircase you ware hiding under. You thought he's going to scream at you or insult you but you were wrong. ,, Did you like what saw. " he was laughing in your face. ,,If you fucking saw me, why didn't you stop. This is so embarrassing." you held your face in your palms. ,,Well, that wouldn't be so funny and the face you were making... " he grabbed your face. ,,You are not used to something like this, aren't ya? " you were blushing furious. ,,Let me go perv." you tryed to punch him bur he caught your fist. ,,I'm the perv? Weren't you the one watching us?" he whispered into your ear. You felt your knees getting weak. ,, Sami, now is the Chance. Jump on him and ride his dick! " you wanted. You actually wanted to do it but not here and not with him. You pulled yourself together and grabbed him by his shirt. ,,Listen up you little shit, don't play games with or I swear I will fuck you up." you let go of him and sterted walking but you turned around one last time before walking away. ,,And as an answer for your question before. Yes, yeas I did like it. If got a problem, I don't fucking care." you said and vanished behind the building. Judd was staring after you the whole time, eyes wide open with a grin on his face. ,,I swear I'm going to ripp her guts out."

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